Changing for the better or worse? Miraculous Fanfiction

Chapter 7-Marinettes Pov to chapter 6

Marinettes Pov:

My head felt as though it was spinning.I felt a weight against my chest, warmth seeped from it.I slightly snuggled against it.I began focusing on my surroundings when I heard.....sobbing?

Where even am I?

The last thing I remember was.....Mon dieu!(my god)

Did I really fall ontop of Adrien?

I rubbed my eyes and opened them as I adjusted my eyes to the light.

Is this an alley way?

I looked down,as my eyes widened,shocked.

Why is Adrien crying.

No,WHY IS ADRIEN CRYING?

Who in the world DARED to hurt MY Adrien?

I was seeing red.

I knew now was not the time as I wasted no time to wrap my arms around him,and adjusted myself sitting in his lap.

I secretly assessed him to check whether there were any visible marks on him,while whispering sweet nothings in his ear.

Once satisfied,I solely put my attention on him,occasionally raking my fingers through his ear.

He hugged me,as he then sobbed into my shoulder,muffling his voice.

I knew he was trying to bottle it in.

I do it all the time

'Adrien,let your feelings out,dont worry,Im here'I said to him.

I carried on reassuring him,understanding that I should not ask yet,and just comfort him.

When he hugged me again,I felt like crying myself.

Its been a long time since i hugged anyone.

When was the last time?

I think it was a few weeks ago.

But that was from Alya after we passed a hard test

And what about mama and papa?

I think it was a few months ago.

I used to hug them every day.

I felt my throat tighten as a ball formed in the back of it.

I felt my eyes water slightly over how stressful its become.

I looked down at Adrien,still raking my fingers in his hair.

I was being selfish.

With that thought,I automatically shoved my feelings in that growing box in the back of my mind.

The box,which, until hawkmoth is defeated,would never fully open.

I put all my attention on Adrien,as I comforted him.

I will always be here for him,Even if he loves someone else.

With that admitted ,a ghost smile spread across my face.

He will never love you.Look how stupid you are

What?

There is always a chance he could.

Im not stupid.....sometimes.

I muted my brain, as I struggled to focus.

I wanted Adrien to let it out.

I can tell he has been keeping it in.

All the pain.

I know he has bad days.

I can tell his fake smiles any day.

Ive learned to understand his facial expressions and his moods.

He hides it with a smile.

A fake smile.

My heart ached to heal him.

heal his pain.

I placed my forehead against his,as I caressed his cheek with my palm.

He calmed down, almost immediately, as I felt a strange sensation in my body.

I thought nothing of it as leaned against him.kissing his cheek.

I stayed silent,as I knew he wanted peace.

Confrontation can come after.

My head was pounding at this point,I knew it was a headache,but I carried on ignoring it.

Its nothing anyway.

Happens all the time.

he gradually calmed down

Thank you amaretto(Macaroon),' He said to me,nuzzling his cheek against mine like a cat

I widened my eyes,shocked.

He chuckled a bit,showing his pearly teeth.

'Is that alright if i call you that?'He asked me,a gleam in his eyes.

I looked deep in his eyes,going to answer,when my breath got caught in my throat.

The same stars I saw with miss mendeneive,they were twinkling around his eyes,but in orange.

Looks like Im definitely going crazy.

I quickly shook my head.

I tried to smile a real smile,which i used to pull effortlessly before.

it wasn't working.

I decided not to look like an idiot and plastered a smile at him,and replied while bopping his nose:

'Its No problem,my cuerno(croissant)'

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this chapter came out because of @i_was_bored_why_not  

she/he convinced me to carry on posting, which I will, but will be much slower and I may not edit properly at times.

Im really sorry.

And thank you @i_was_bored_why_not   for continuously supporting me:)

I really appreciate it.