Just Reminiscing

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Now it's been an hour
I've been staring at the sky
it's around 8 in the evening.
dark and monotonous.

I realise now there are stars
and I realise how sad they are
how sad I'm
how sad I've always been

the stars in this black stretch
are forever lonely.
some even dead
dead as they might not look
like me
dead as I be

redness in my eyes
but black is the sky
and I realise after an hour
that there are stars that even you might see

I look up in my gallery
and I find you
these stars remind me of you
even when I'm drowned
in madness all around
I think of you in my madness

the black sky is the bigger idea of me
the stars your memories
and I keep staring
another hour gone
and I realise I still look out for you
why
why
why

*Screams*

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