Chongyun POV
Chongyun was really scared to tell Xingqiu that he loved him, it had been quite a while since this was lingering in his head
Xiangling kept on encouraging him for days maybe even week just to let out how he really feels
Chongyun isn't the type of person to say these type of things but he really wanted it to happen but he was scared
But he finally gave in so that Xiangling would shut her mouth
He left a letter in Xingqiu mailbox telling him to meet him behind Chongyun house at 6 PM
6 PM...
Xingqiu POV
He got the letter in the mailbox, he immediately read it and thought it was weird cause he usually plans where they go to
He just noticed the time it was 5: 45 already and he started running towards Chongyun house
He arrived at Chongyuns house and saw Chongyun standing up there looking at nothing
"Hey Chongyun! Why did you bring me here?"
Chongyun was startled he was looking at nothing because he kept repeating the script on his head
"Ah-Uhm so basically we've been friends for quite a while now and I don't really know how to say this... I-I love you Xingqiu and it's okay if you don't accept I know-"
Xingqiu cut him off
"C-Chongyun... I know we've known each other for so long now but, I don't feel the same way I'm sorry"
Chongyun looked down thinking he ruined there friendship
He was so sad that he was hearing those words
"O-Oh it's okay I-I have to g-go now s-stay safe"
Chongyun ran away very very far away
He sat down next to the tree so much was going on in his mind
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W-Was I not...
Enough?
W-Why
The tears...
It won't
stop...
I feel so
Stupid
Why did I
think he'd like me...
Where did I go wrong?
What does love even...
Mean?
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Questions flew through his mind he was punching the floor not even feeling pain anymore
He felt like he coudnt cry anymore
He was slowly spacing out from the real world making him breath really fast
He was having a panic attack
Soon the world went black and Chongyun fainted on the floor next to a tree
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To be continued......
