Chongyun POV :
It's been a 2 weeks since Xingqiu and Chongyun broke up he couldn't stop thinking about it
Every single times he goes to bed he always cries himself to sleep, not getting any amount of sleep
Every single day he sits in a corner of his room taking all his blankets and covering himself up and when he's to tired he just suddenly pass out on the spot
He tried to convince himself every single day but nothing would work out
He tried to ask advice from other people like his friends but nothing help
He drank anti-depressants everyday
Skipping meals because he doesn't feel like eating even though he's really hungry
He goes out in midnight wherein noone was seen, so that noone would see him crying all the time
The positive Chongyun has changed into a sad one and nothing could fix it for some reason
He didin't go near Xingqiu every again he asked himself everyday what went wrong with their relationship
It started off so good all the fun activities and memories but then suddenly it went all downhill
He looked himself in the mirror noticing how red his eyes were because of the tears
He had messy hair and lost alo't of weight
He asked himself what mistakes he made to deserve this
He kept thinking maybe it was just a joke and he'll definitely come back
But it's been 2 weeks he didin't think he'll see Xingqiu ever talking to him ever again
He lost one of his bestfriends and he's not even the person to have alot of friends so this was unfortunate
Everytime Xingqiu saw Chongyun down the streets Xingqiu starts to run away but Chongyun didin't know why
He didin't know why this happened and why Xingqiu was suddenly avoiding him so much
But he couldn't do anything
He puts his hands to his head because it hurt so much because of all the thoughts that had been going through his mind
There we're so many questions he can't even focus on his routines anymore because every 30 seconds Xingqius face shows up in his mind remembering what happened
But he couldn't do anything
It already happened...
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To be continued......
