Seventeen Imagines

#9 Talking To The Moon

Maybe many people see me as a crazy girl by talking to a moon every night.

I keep myself awake, just to talk to the moon every time I see the moon my heart always calming down because of one person thought me if I'm angry or sad just talk to the moon.

He told me that moon never leaves me because moon is always above and watching us.

I keep looking above while my tears are falling again why I can't resent you I miss you so bad.

It's been a year since you left the world but you are still in my heart.

"Woozi-ya~ do you hear me?" I keep calling your
name.

"Woozi I'm scared please come back to me.. "

"Why did you left me alone here can I come with you?" I said as my tears are keep falling.

Woozi told me if I missed him talk to the moon and then he always listen because he is the moon of my life.

Who gave light in my dark world but woozi left me without any kind of reason and now I look dumbfounded here talking to the moon every night.

Speaking alone crying alone under the moon, wishing you hear all my thoughts and rants about you.

I missed your warm kisses, warm hugs, and your guitar, singing in front of me, saying I love you every night.

Then one night I saw you in our room life less
I'm so mad at you. You told me that we are going to married this year then.

I saw to your drawer the medical record that you only have months to live why? You didin't told me are you scared that might I leave you?

You told me that I should be alive and find other man to replace you.

You are really jerk! you leave me then you want me to find another man to replace you I can't I really love you so much.

Now I'm in the highest building in the city even my eyes are blurry I see many people down there they are shouting at me but... I can't hear it.

Your lovely and warm voice I only hear my heart is wanting me to keep alive but my mind told me I should end it.

Now I'm stepping my feet I don't know where I'm going after this sorry if I can't grant your promise to keep me alive I want to see you badly woozi
I can kill myself just for you please wait for me.