Our Tiny Mate (boyxboyxboy)

(Edited) Part Twenty Four Dakotas pov

Ashton, Lilabelle and Rosie. Those were the names of my three beautiful nieces and nephew. They were so beautiful but my mind couldnt focus on the little bundles of fur in front of me. All my mind kept thinking about was how pitiful and pathetic I was. I shouldnt be here. It would be best for everyone if I wasnt here. Im only holding everyone back, bringing everyone down. 
'Im sorry, I-I have to g-go to the b-bathroom." I managed to choke out between sobs. I couldnt do it anymore. This guilt. These thoughts that wouldnt go away. Even my own wolf had gone silent. I hadnt heard anything from him for days. Its as if he almost agrees with me. With everyone.
"Dee?" Ty called after me but I ignored him, shaking my head as I ran out of the room, ignoring everyones confused gazes. I ran in a daze. Before I knew it I was locking myself in my room. My breath came in sharp gasps, my body heated up on its own accord and before I knew it I was popping the blade out of its razor with skilled hands. Tears flowed down my cheeks as my mind continued to hurl insults at me. This is what will be best for everyone. Im just in the way here. I took a deep breath and held the blade up to my wrist, tightening my grip as my hand shook...