Our Tiny Mate (boyxboyxboy)

(Edited) Part Thirty Four Dakotas POV

I'm slowly getting better. I think. That's what Jack says every time I go see him. That's what my mates say. But I don't know. I feel as though I'm just going to snap. That I'm going to break altogether. Is that part of getting better?
My babies are now 8 months old and are little devils. They're crawling around, all of them almost walking, and getting into everything, including my little Ozzy. Hes developed faster since being in human form, which is good.
'Dee baby want to go out somewhere today?' Kyler asked, breaking me from my thoughts as I watched him sit down next to me. He looked unsure and I didn't like it.
'Yes please. Just me and you or all of us?' I said with a small smile on my face that didn't feel forced. My heart tightened with happiness when my mate grinned back at me.
'Just me and you. Tyler can have these little buggers for the day.' He laughed mischievously.
I smiled, but I know it didn't reach my eyes. I sighed.
'Hey what's with that sigh?' Ky asked, tapping my chin so I'd look at him.
I shrugged. 'I don't want you to be sad because I can't smile.' I told him honestly. That's the one rule him and Tyler were strict on. No lying. Pure honesty no matter what.
I let out a yelp of suprise when my mate suddenly jumped on me, pinning me to the bed.
He attacked my side's with his fingers, making me squirm and gasp for air as he tickled me to death.
'Stop! Haha! Ky stop! Please!' I gasped between giggles.
'Theres absolutely nothing wrong Dee. If you say something like that again I'll tickle you and won't stop no matter how much you beg.' He grinned and nuzzled my neck with his nose, lapping at his mating mark.
'Its fading.' He muttered.
Instantly the happy mood turned upside down and tears poured from my eyes. 'Sorry.' I gasped as I fought to get out from under him.
He didn't let me, he just shushed me when my cries became frantic and held me close while he appologised, saying it was his fault and he meant nothing by it.
'Come on squirt, let's get going ay?' Kyler kissed my cheek while brushing away the last of the tears from my eyes.
I nodded and next thing I knew we were in an extremely fancy salon.
I threw a questioning look at my mate who grinned down at me.
'Your here to get pampered. You deserve it. Some relaxing time.' He smiled and pecked my lips.
So that's how we spent the day. I got my hair cut and dyed back blue, I had a massage, a face thingy put on that felt funny when it dried but made my skin really soft after and loads more. And the best thing was that kyler was there with me too.
'So how was it?' Tyler asked as we both floated into the room. I was so relaxed that I felt like my body was floating.
I smiled at him 'it was really great.' Kyler nodded along with me but before I could say anything else, Tyler's face fell into a frown.
'Well that's all great, I'm so glad you enjoyed yourself but what did you forget.' He snapped, making Ryan fuss in his arms but he shushed him making him settle.
I was confused. All the relaxed and happy feelings had vanished in an instant. What did I forget. Was it important. Did Tyler ask for something. Oh God. I'm a bad mate.
'Dee stop. Your going to work yourself into an attack if you carry on' kyler said, snapping me out of my thoughts.
'Dont remember well let me tell you.' Tyler snapped, 'you forgot to take your damn pill Dakota. How could you be so irresponsible. Do you even realise how this could set you back?' He growled and shouted.
Why was he shouting. I whimpered and stepped back, scared of my angry mate.
Kyler stepped in before his twin could say anything else. 'It was my fault, I didn't make sure he'd had it before we left. But that does not warrant you screaming at him like that. He can take it now and there's no problem. What's the matter with you!' Kyler hissed back, not raising his voice.
'What's the matter with me? Oh well excuse me for worrying all day because he didn't take his pill and neither of you know how to answer a phone. Oh and I'm sorry for worrying that he'd try and kill himself again because he can't cope!' Tyler yelled before storming out of the room, kyler following him, yelling back.
Feeling numb, my body on autopilot, I walked over to the night stand, opened the bottle and dry swallowed a pill. Next thing I know I was knocking on Joeys door.
'Dee you alright?' Rocco asked when he opened the door.
I didn't answer. More like couldn't. I simply walked past him and climbed into bed next to my brother, pressing myself so close to his side that he was almost lying on me.
And then I broke.