In My Dark and Twisted Heart

Not A Second Longer.

My heart is paper and you cruelly set it on fire...

The edges are darkened and curling under...

I crumple into myself.

Oh, how it burns

Oh, how it dies

Oh, the self destruction

Oh, how I died

My mind is water and you have captured it in a vase...

You place cut and mutilated thoughts into my mind and call them flowers.

They drink me in until the vase is dry.

Oh, how they drink

Oh, how they thirstily take

Oh, the need for me

Oh, how I graciously gave what he readily took

My soul is a puzzle piece of a two piece puzzle and you put me in the wrong place...

I do not fit with you because we are not soul mates.

You try and try to fit...we're not meant to be its time to quit.

Oh, how you try

Oh, how forcibly you attempt

Oh, the pathetic tries

Oh, how I know it's hard for you to realize we're never even going to be friends

You are the poison that nearly killed me.

You are the thing that clearly destroyed me.

The dealer returning to the sober addict...who is stronger?

Is it the drug of your lies and manipulative behavior?

Is it the lasting memories remaining like brain cancer?

Is it you who tries to get your best customer back?

Or is it me the one who deserves to remain clean of lies and deceit...me the one who found someone who gives me truth and love that is real?

I know it is me.

I am stronger.

You are not welcome here...

Not a second longer.

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This is a poem dedicated to my borderline sociopathic ex boyfriend who is trying to be friends with me, who says he misses me, and he just wants to be best friends again.

No offense to him but I call bullshit.

Love you all dearly thank you for reading!!! I'm going to try to post more stuff.

All My Love,

Livykins

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