In My Dark and Twisted Heart

To My First Real Love. ****you know who you are****

I feel like I've been poisoned.

I can't breathe.

The world is closing and breaking around me.

I gasp for air.

Blackness.

Darkness.

Emptiness.

Pain.

I want to be saved.

I want people to notice.

I want my heart to be whole.

I want you to care if I die.

Why don't you care?

I'm that worthless?

Okay, I guess I deserve this.

Can I ask you something?

Will you kiss me one last time?

Can you poison my soul for me once again?

I just want to feel something.

************Author's Note**********************

Please comment, vote, and fan! I'm new to wattpad and I would just love some feedback.

And just so people know this is for my good friend who fell in love with someone and well she doesn't feel the same way. I wanted to let him know that he's not alone in feeling pain after you lose the one you love...especially when they're your first love. Also I wish he would realize it does get better and you do move on. I mean I think I have found that person who makes me forget the pain and start over and he makes me happy so I know my friend can love again. Who knows that love could be greater.

All My Love,

Livykins

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