Loyal Love (Rewritten)

Chapter 15.

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'' kyungsoo?" Yixings voice appeard when I sorted the money behind the counter of the diner.

I peaked over it to look at him as he entered, both eyebrows raised with a smile that only faded as soon as he saw me. '' y-your eye " he got closer and I quickly looked down in shame as I adjusted my cap unsuccessfully hiding my face
'' what happened ??"

'' nothing " I played with my fingers unclmfortably and he titled his head to look at my face as i backed away '' I was sort of robbed by a couple of guys.."

'' a couple of guys ? When ? Did you go to the police is that why you werent here then ? " he seemed genuinely concerned which caught me a little off guard. I'd never been that close to him, we were friend yes mostly because baekhyun always pulled us into a conversation for everyone but if it was just the 2 of us we dont really talk.. it always came across awkward or.. weird. It felt unnatural or forced.

'' I.. went to the police, they're still searching but other than being hurt I.. I mean there were only like 5 bugs in my pocket anyway. And honestly I'm not that hurt it's just my sister tends to be overworried so.. so she made me stay at home "

He pressed his lips together with a soft sigh before leaning back from me.
'' your eye looks pretty bad "

'' well you know I bruise easily.. " I quickly brushed it off with a chuckle, wanting to have it be behind me, rather a stupid joke than something real.

And it seemed to have worked because he also chuckled, gently tapping my shoulder before turning away to leave into the kitchen.

I looked down onto myself, biting my bottom lips when I glanced at my shaking hands, breathing through before turning back to the money. Starting over and over again because of the numbers somehow confusing and Frustrating me.

I couldnt help and wonder how much longer I'd be counting.

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''oh ops I thought you were the trashcan "
A girl snickered as she threw her bottle at me, making me flinch and almost falter into myself as it had hit my back and sent agony down my spine.

I didnt say anything however when instead I just froze in my spot to recover before picking the bottle carefully up and throwing it to the trashcan only a few steps from me and on my way anyway. I never understood how soemthing like this could be seen as a joke or funny. It most definitely was boredom and with stepfather it always was anger

Exhaling my hands reached out to the lockers as I unlocked it to put my books inside. On This day The colours of the different books had made me feel somehow dizzy again so I exhaled harshly not really wanting to become sick on top of it.
It was causing a headache that made me squint my eyes while holding myself.

Not a nice feeling, yet still something I've gotten used to these days.

Maybe it was just because of all the bearings I've taken in so far. I was a weak and short little whimp afterall.. I've been told about it plenty of times to understand.

But I dont think I want to die..
So I didnt like to think that I was too weak to survive this because I needed to convince myself that this was ok to go on and hope for something better than
Ok.

How else would I continue.

Theres nothing else.. no one else, that..
I cant rely on eujin, shes doing too much for me already and she had her own life to handle.. her own problems.
So..