DC Legends of Tomorrow, Just a shadow

Ch. 15 "Nanda Parbat"

                                              Casey POV 

I gimped to the training room, sure I was hurting, and sure it's not the brightest idea I had, but I needed to get rid of these memories, 

What I was seeing, on repeat, just angered and frustrated me, 

What happened to me and my family... it was my fault and I would give anything to take it back, I would sacrifice myself if I could make it happen, 

I hit the bag, 

I never told anyone what had happened, I couldn't they would look at me like I was made of glass or a monster, 

Punch! 

But it was all my fault I take full responsibility for what I caused, 

PUNCH!! PUNCH!! 

They found out that I was shadow, so they went after my family the one's closest to my heart, 

PUNCH! PUNCH!! PUNCH!! 

That is why I made my way to the league of assassins,Nanda Parbat, to Ra's Al Ghul to help me, help me forget, help me face my demons and forge myself to become strong enough to take revenge, 

To focus all my anger on my revenge, 

PUNCH!! PUNCH!! 

Right now it's not doing me any good, reliving that memory over and over again, has set me on to the path of plane out fury, 

"Wanna talk about it?" I hear Sarah 

Didn't even hear her come it, 

"Nothing to talk about," I said 

PUNCH!! PUNCH! 

"Doesn't seem that way," She said 

"Gideon said the toxin was making you relive traumatic memories," Sarah said 

"So," I said hitting the bag harder, 

"So obviously that's true," She said 

"Don't know what you mean," I said 

PUNCH! PUNCH! PUNCH! 

"Your going to rip your stitches if you keep hitting like that," She said 

"Don't care," I said 

"Your putting up that wall like when you first arrived at the league," She said in a disapproving tone, 

"So?" I said hitting harder, 

"So you know that doesn't do anyone any good especially you it manifests until you explode, and you exploding is not a good thing for anyone," She said 

I stopped punching the bag, 

I turn around looking at Sarah, 

Whoa didn't know she could wear that expression, 

She was down right worried, you could see it in her eyes, 

"Look I appreciate it but I'm fine," I said 

"No your not you saw something and it got under your skin, I've seen that look in your eyes before, and that is when you first arrived in Nanda Parbat and you were nothing but angry," She said 

"So?' I said 

"So what Traumatic memory did you see that was so bad that it led you to come to the league years ago?" She asked in a stern but concerned tone, 

I could see by her body expression that she wasn't playing around with this, 

Great just great, I thought looking at her, thinking about what am I going to say, 

I've never told anyone, and I don't plan on starting now, 

One thing I do know, is I better come up with something good, I thought