I hate you

Im Sorry

A day later I got out of the hospital, my parents said I didn't have to go to school for a few days I was happy about that because I heard shit got around in school because there was a police article or whatever. I have to go back to school today but my parents said if anything happens to call them and they will pick me up im just gonna keep my head low and not say anything to anyone even my best friends. 

When I got up for school really didn't feel like going so my mom let me hang back till lunchtime then I had to go, so I got dressed and put some sweats on. 

in the car, on the way to school, my mom turned and said to me 

"Honey I can pick you up at any time just call me." I know she's coming from a good place but it makes me feel like a pussy and I hate that. 

"Ok, mom don't worry im fine," I told her 

"We already talked to the school and everything and we got you a therapist two times a week if you need." She told me choking up a little bit 

"Alright, mom whatever you want," I tell her looking out the window 

when we got to school she turned to me, kissed me on the cheek, and said

"I love you text me if you need anything"  I got out of the car took a deep breath and went inside

when I got in the lunchroom a lot of people were looking at me not everyone thank god I just kept my head down and went straight to my sister and brother.

"Louise, what are you doing here?" Tina said to be shocked 

"I needed to get it over with plus I don't think that many people know," I told her while I sat down as soon as i sat rudy came up to me 

"Louise im so sorry I didn't know I would have walked you home im so sorry." He hugged me 

"Get off don't make a big deal out of it you'll cause a sense your fine don't worry about it."  he looked at me in disbelief 

"Ok im sorry." He said and sat down this was gonna be a long day I thought.

After lunch, I went to my locker to get an Advil my whole body hurts after i closed my locker logan was standing right there 

"Whats up four ears? haven't seen in class for a few days." He told me with a weird look on his face i couldn't read him like usual 

"I had the flu." I told him starting to walk away 

"I don't think that's true." He told me his face blank now im fucking pissed I turned around and said 

"I don't like you do not fucking talk to me you little bitch" I walked to my next class and just kept my head down like usual.

After school me, tina and gene decide to walk home on the walk home i noticed logan walking behind us he was alone that was weird. as we got closer to our house he was still following us even though healredy walked past where he lived. Ihad enough why the fuck is he following me so i turned around and screamed 

"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU FOLLOWING ME FOR?" I had my hands out shaking my head

"Going to the beach I'm not following you." He said smiling 

"Go on the other side fucking weirdo." I turned and continued to walk to my house when i got inside i went straight to y room to take a nap.