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Bold text is Y/n's thoughts

Flashback to the night before y/n woke up in a forest

*Y/n point of view*

"What the fuck is going on" I was laying on my bed unable to fall asleep, I had a really important exam the next day that i really wanted to succeed but since i couldn't sleep i doubted it

After a few minutes i let out a sigh of annoyance as i decided to take a sit next to my window in order to breathe the cool night air and at the same time to appease myself

The sky was filled with stars and the moon was illuminating the sky, letting me admire the beautiful scenery

I always preferred the night rather than the day i thought that during night-time i could be myself without having people judging me for who i really am.

I don't have any friends not because people don't want to befriend me but because i don't want to

i never understood what was the point of having friends i liked being alone even though sometimes i wished i was friend with some people to do parties with them

"ugh i wish I could just disappear... I'm sooo tired" I rolled my eyes standing up and picking up my phone to see that it was 2:55 AM

At this point I already accepted the fact that i will most likely fail my exam usually this sort of information would make me anxious or disappointed but at this exact moment i didn't feel anything it was like nothing mattered

*11 hours earlier*
Third person point of view

As Y/N was going home from school she was drinking a little bottle of vodka that she bought yesterday it wasn't rare for her to drink after school but when her classmates asked why she was doing it the only answer she could find was "I just like being drunk" which wasn't very shocking for an 18 years old girl to like drinking during a party but drinking alone wasn't something most people would describe as "normal" whatever that meant but since y/n wasn't very social people didn't really thought much about her drinking or just her in general

Before arriving to your house you decided to make a stop at a nearby park to try and calm yourself

You started to feel the effects of the bottle you almost finished and you wanted to avoid seeing your mother in this state

you didn't want her to know what you were doing outside the house because that would just cause more things for you to worry about.

You sat down on a bench feeling tipsy after a few minutes you closed your eyes and threw your head back trying to cool down from the heat of the alcohol.

Even with the effects of the beverage you just had, your head was still filled with undesired thoughts.

to the point where you didn't notice the old lady who just sat next to you

You've always been overthinking everything from the choice of your clothes in the morning to the family dinner at night.

everything seemed stressful to you and because of that you desperately tried to find ways to make yourself numb to not have these thoughts anymore, alcohol was one of them but today it seemed like it didn't work the way you wanted it to

"Im not gonna pass this year" "what am I gonna do if I fail the exam" "I'm not ready"
"I fucking hate this school" "my mom is gonna kill me" "I'm so dumb" your thoughts kept on filling your mind and you couldn't bear it anymore

"SHUT UP!" You screamed at yourself opening your eyes only to find an old lady looking at you visibly concerned by what just happened

You once again threw your head back letting out a groan of embarrassment at the situation

"I-Is everything alright? You don't really look fine" The old lady asked calmly with a soothing voice trying to help the young lady next to her

You frowned your eyebrows and looked back at the lady with an annoyed expression on your face

"what makes you say that" you said in a harsh tone and coldly glaring at her

The old lady looked at the almost empty bottle of alcohol that you were holding

Which made you realize the situation you were in and why the lady was concerned about you

suddenly your face features softened as you started chuckling making the old lady surprised by your reaction

"I'm sorry if I made you concerned, I just had a few drinks and tried to sit on a bench to calm down" you said with a light smile on your face as if you didn't just felt so overwhelmed by your thoughts that you had to scream at yourself to make them stop

The old lady felt rather relieved to learn that you were alright "I'm glad to hear that" she said as she went back to feeding the pigeons "I'm sorry I didn't tell you earlier but my name is Anne" raising her head to give the girl a heart warming smile

"Nah don't worry it's fine, my name is f/n l/n" you smiled back finally feeling calm



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Hey!! I hope that everyone had a good weekend ✨
Here is the third chapter (and still no Gojo 🥲) 🍁
I don't know if I'm right but I feel like my chapters are little bit shorts so I might start writing longer chapters but if you prefer the chapters the way they already are just let me know 😊 (Don't worry about Gojo just wait till chapter 5 it's a little bit long but it's just to introduce y/n's initial situation😅)

I also forgot to say in my a/n but the story is gonna contain some spoilers (since y/n read the manga) so if you're not a manga reader I'm sorry🥺

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