▆▆▆ takipsilim - oc book
❝ hinalikan ng araw ang buwan. mga
katawan magka dikit kahit saglit lang.
para sa mga na nakasaksi, ang kanilang
paalam ay maganda. pero para sakanilang
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𝐅𝐀𝐂𝐄 𝐂𝐋𝐀𝐈𝐌 kim ravi 𝒔𝒑𝒆𝒄𝒊𝒂𝒍 𝒇𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒆𝒔 his hands are heavily calloused and perpetually cold because of his power. constant usage of explosions caused his hands to naturally form a hard layer of skin, and constantly sweating out nitroglycerin keeps his hands cold to the touch. he is heavily tattooed, from neck to his legs.
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𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐘 personality-wise, youngsoo is not necessarily the nicest person out there. he's impulsive, manipulative, seek entertainment constantly. he finds pleasure in other people's misery. heck, he even finds pleasure in pain itself, either his own pain or others. he's an insensitive, egotistical, nasty piece of shit and is proud to be one. he doesn't care about a lot of people, only really thinking about himself and his own needs. he likes to push at people's buttons, keep pulling at their strings until they snap and break.some might call him a sadist, but honestly, he'll gladly call that a compliment any time.
he might act like all of that, but he is still human. feelings aren't really his best forte, but he does still get them. at a young age, he wasn't taught what any of those mean. so what did he do? he shut it all down. his brain shut down his feelings, only allowing rage and anger for a good amount of time during his child and teen years. even if he acts so high and mighty, so overconfident, he uses that to hide away his insecurities. he always needs reassurance. be it whether he's doing something alright, his appearance, or hell, even the way he does things like talking. he needs to know that he's doing alright. he needs to know that he's being good. he needs to know that he's doing alright. he craves those kinds of judgement because he didn't get them when he was young. so he guessed it carried through his teen years all the way to adulthood. youngsoo tends to think badly of himself whenever he's in one of his episodes, during these times, he'll start bugging people to tell him he's being a good boy.