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I had this urge to post what I'm feeling right now in social media, to at least let out some steam
But upon seeing what my friends currently tweeted, I feel ashamed
I feel like I don't belong
I feel like I'm just gonna spread some negativity when they see what I'm about to post
I actually envy them
Seeing how they smile so bright and be able to continue life without always breaking down
Yet here I am
Wallowing in self-pity
Overthinking in a daily basis
Feeling empty

You see I haven't written for so long
It's because my mind's in chaos
My tongue's tied
My hands are tired
I'm freaking tired
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I decided it'll be a lot better sharing this things to people I don't really know, so I turn to wattpad.  Maybe I'll come back to writing, maybe it'll take some more time. But to those people who are also fighting their own battles in life, I salute you. You're doing great. We're all gonna make it.  💕

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