Picking The Stars (MTL)

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When people are unwilling to face a certain predicament, they will choose to escape.

Pei Ji chose to escape. She used a lie to cover up a cruel fact.

But since it is a lie, sooner or later, there will be a day to pierce it, perhaps in the future, or now. Pei Ji hopes that in the future, when she thinks of better comforting words, there will be more suitable occasions.

Instead of telling someone who was looking forward to her return home on the afternoon of Pei Yi's funeral, she is no longer in this world.

The weather that was just as hot as the sun suddenly became overcast, dark clouds were surging, the wind was violent, and there was a heavy rain.

The raindrops were blown on the window and crackled.

Song Wei was taken aback, turned to the direction of the window, and listened attentively: "It's raining heavily."

Pei Ji looked over, and drops of rain on the window rolled down like beads against the glass.

The weather in summer is like this, wind and rain come just as they say. Outside the window was gloomy, the rain became a vast expanse of white, and water vapor splashed everywhere.

Set off by the bad weather, the air-conditioning in the house became a bit low.

"Why is this, so anxious, I didn't say a word." Song Wei said in a low voice, as if complaining.

Pei Ji returned to his senses, looked at her, and after a second, did he react. Song Wei believed her statement and believed that Pei Yi had received an urgent task.

Pei Ji seemed to have a stone in his heart, which temporarily fell to the ground.

In fact, she was very guilty. She was very afraid that Song Ye would find a flaw, and she was faintly guilty. She was bullying Song Ye who couldn't see it. If Song Er's eyes were the same as ordinary people, he could see the light and the look on Pei Ji's face, Pei Ji couldn't hide it.

Professor Pei seldom agrees with anyone. At this time, out of a guilty conscience, she agrees and said: "Yes, the task is too urgent and uncomfortable."

She originally felt that this kind of sympathy, and a bitter complaint from the same enemy, would make Song Er feel more comfortable and feel better.

No, she just agreed, but Song Er figured it out again: "That's because Pei Yi is so good. It's a lot of work for those who are able. It's an affirmation of her for urgent matters. Pei Yi is also happy to take on more. of."

There was a little pride in her words, Pei Ji looked at her and fell silent, but the sadness in her heart became more and more, making her heart very heavy and heavy.

Lies will always be exposed. In the future, how she will tell Song Er, people are long gone.

Pei Ji is used to using data and experiments to solve problems in experiments. Most of the problems she thinks about are rational. Using various experimental methods to observe and record, and use various mathematical methods to derive and analyze, you can get very conclusive results. , A unique answer.

But how to get an accurate answer to the question of feelings?

Will the pain of losing someone diminish over time?

Will the dead be forgotten after a long time?

Will the liking for someone be diminished by not seeing it for a long time?

Pei Ji would not answer these ordinary emotional questions.

She was still fortunate that Song Er believed it just now, she didn't have to force herself to tell the bad news. Now regret it, she seems to make things more complicated.