Not an ex nor a former lover

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People say when someone constantly appears in your dreams, it's a sign that you have some unfinished business with them. A conflict which has yet to be resolved or not. A need to come in terms with that person. A unresolved business. You know what I think in someway it's true. I am only writing these things cause I had a dream of them repeatedly. And I have a need to come in terms with them but I just don't want to. You may think I am being selfish. And yes it's true I am selfish. But you know what it takes a lot of courage to put out your feelings in open. It's like being naked in front of billions of people. But it's not something to be ashmed of. I just feel like it doesn't matter even if we did talk it out. Cause all the years lost can never be gained back.
Yes, I do wanna talk to them, all those years I have not been there for them and vice versa. My mistake was self loathing . Not being able to accept the reality in front of me. Of course I am not talking about an ex or a former lover. I am talking about a closest childhood friend where there only remains the good memories and nothing more.....

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