The funeral was, well, anticlimactic.
The only people there were my brother, his friends, Lukas, his family and I.
So. Pretty empty.
I didn't cry.
My brother cried.
Lukas kept his hand on my back.
But I didn't cry.
I don't really feel much of anything.
I thought maybe I'd be sad. Mad even.
But no.
Nothing.
Disappointing really. I wanted to feel something.
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The school called my brother. If I don't start showing up I'll be expelled.
Fan fucking tastic.
But I know damn well I can't show up.
"Gray!" My brother calls for me from the living room.
Walking in I realize I'm in a whole world of trouble. Sitting on the couch is Justin and Lukas. And three police officers stare me down from the doorway
AN
I'm so sorry for not uploading in for fucking ever . I really stopped writing all together. I used this book as a coping mechanism and I'm in a completely different place than I was when I started this book. But I thought you all deserved an explanation as to where the hell I went. I'll try to finish this off in a few chapters just so it's done with cuz Ik you all keep asking for updates and I haven't been on here in a while. No promises tho. I do love you all and thank you for the endless support it means a lot to me <3
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That smile he shows just for me
RomanceI go unnoticed. Seemingly alone in a world full of people. Locked in my own head. But he noticed me. Which is strange. He isn't supposed to notice me. Trigger warning Non con, sexual assault, drugs/alcohol, mental health, anorexia
