Try me

Chapter 6

Liviana's pov

When we lose someone we love, we must learn not to live without them, but to live with the love they left behind.
Grief is the price we pay for love.

I can hear my heart shatter for what feels like the millionth time I miss my mom so much its getter harder.nobody notices how hard I try to hold back my tears every day but I'm done now I'm letting it all out

I tried to hold back to bottle it up but that's not the way grief works unfortunately

I looked out my window to see that it was raining, rain always makes me feel better it's just something about the water hitting my skin washing all my feelings away or that it's a reminder that no matter how high we are we always must come down

I wipe the tears off my face and make sure I don't look like I have been crying I run out of my room and out the front door I can hear someone yelling after me but I don't care I just wanted to feel free with the rain.

I walk into the rain and I look up I don't think I've ever needed the rain more, with every drop that hit the floor I could feel all my worries and sadness go away all I wanted was to block out everything I sat down on the wet floor with my knees to my chest I finally felt...... redemption

I felt saved from my mind and all I wanted at that moment was to stay like this forever......but I knew I couldn't and that killed me inside I inhaled the air it was fresh, deep, new.

I got up off the floor soaked I made my way to the door and saw everyone staring at me like I was crazy I gave them a genuine smile I was still heartbroken but the rain...water makes me feel better it always has always will

Hmmm I have an idea

"Dad! Dance with me it'll be fun" I smiled at him and he chuckled a little "oh come on dad it will be so much fun" I could see my brothers holding in a laugh I grabbed my dads hand and he let out a breath and walked in the rain with me

Dad and I danced in the rain, not a care in the world we jumped on puddles and laughed a lot it was fun I was happy with him soon everyone followed us in the rain, theo and asher we're pushing each other to the floor Harvey and Althea we're kissing so we're Alvar and Denzel gag
Conall was trying to convince aries to dance with us but he wouldn't break so I and dad took matters into our own hands

We ran to him and hugged him getting him all wet so he didn't have a choice but to dance with us.

While conall and I we're laughing at dad who fell me and aries made eye contact it was like the whole world fell and it was just me and him all I could see was him there was this fire between us I've never felt it before he was perfect his eyes as grey as my past his eyes were full of emotion lust and need nothing mattered more than him at this moment.

The rain finally stopped and conall had to drag me back inside.

all I could think about was that moment I and aries shared no star could shine as bright as his eyes at that moment

Eye contact is a dangerous game but I'm willing to play

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We are now all sitting around the dinner table having our own conversation when my phone rings every one stopped what they were doing and looked at me so I got my phone out of my pocket and answer it it was a face time call so I held the phone up to my face and smiled when I saw who it was

Luna(best friend)

"Luna!" I yelled in happiness

"Oh my God where the hell are you you're never going to guess what happened Tyler  asked about you today" she squealed in excitement "he's so dreamy now where the hell are you I haven't seen you in forever!" she smiled and I looked up at aries who looked  pissed like my brothers and dad

"Who's Tyler," Harvey asked

Well shit

"Liv who's that" luna asked

"That would be my dick of a brother Harvey" I gave a sarcastic smile

"Say what now? You have a brother and you didn't tell me" I nodded" well spill is he hot" she asked with a grin

" he has a girlfriend you whore!" I rolled my eyes "well I was just asking is his girlfriend got then?" she asked again God I miss her
"She is very hot" Harvey answered from across the table I pulled my chair back in hopes of letter luna meet everyone I went up to my dad

" luna this is my dad Carlos" my dad waved and luna smiled I moved over to Denzel" this is my oldest brother Denzel" he gave her a sup nod and luna's jaw dropped and den smirked I gave him a hit on the back of the head and moved to Harvey" luna Harvey" his mouth was full of full so he just waved at her I moved to conall
"Luna conall" he smiled "hi" she waved at him she picked up a bottle of water and started to drink and I moved to aries she took a big gulp "this is aries" she spit the water out her mouth and he smirked "don't build up his ego" I scolded her
"Sorry" she mumbled I moved to theo and asher pushed into the screen as well
"This is theo and asher" I laughed out
"Hey"theo smiled and I moved on to the girls
"This is althea Harvey's girlfriend"
"Oh she is hot," luna said and thea smiled
I moved to Alvar "last is Alvar den's girlfriend" they both smiled and I sat down
Just then luna's brother Oliver came in
"Oh hey ollie" I smiled at him
"Hey live where are you I haven't seen you around in a while," he said
"Yeah sorry about that babe" I answered him ollie is like a brother to me but that babe comment didn't sit well with my brother's hell even aries looked mad and I took that as my call to hang up
"Sorry luna I have to go bye luna bye ollie"i smiled and hung up

"Who is ollie and why did you call him 'babe'" conall asked me
"Ollie is luna's brother" I answer
"Why did you call him babe" Denzel jumped in
"Oh you wanna know if I slept with him unfortunately we didn't get to that" I looked down at my food moving it around in my plate

"Im going to my room night guys" I said and didn't wait for a response, I went to my room changed and went to sleep

What. A. Day.

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