I Don't Need Your Help (wxg)

Chapter 13: Address

Y/N's POV
I woke up in a bed, but I wasn't at home. Where am I? I thought. "Hey, babygirl." I froze as soon as I heard that, I know that voice. "M-mom?" She appeared right in front of me and my eyes widened. "Mom!" I ran to her and hugged her with tears in my eyes. Oh, how I missed her safe, comforting embrace. "Careful Y/N, we wouldn't want you to hurt yourself." She looked at me with her warm smile. "How i-is this possible?" She opened her mouth to say something, but I cut her off before she could. "Wait, am I dreaming?"  I asked her, because this didn't make any sense. "Well, kind of... Y/N, you blacked out, do you remember that?" She asked with sad eyes.

"Yeah, now I remember." She took my hands in hers, squeezing them lightly. "Babygirl I'm so sorry. I didn't know your father was like that. I should've known, but why didn't you say anything?" She asked me while holding my hands with hers. "First of all, you don't have to apologize, it's not your fault and I didn't say anything, because he threatened to hurt you." I answered looking down. "Aw baby, come here." She held me in her embrace and I never wanted to wake up, I wanted to stay here forever. "You're my hero baby." She smiled sadly.

"Okay Y/N, time to go back." She smiled at me and I pouted. "Why can't I stay here? I wanna stay here with you." I asked with a frown. "Because you have people who care about you and your life isn't over yet." I raised my eyebrows at that and scoffed. "Yeah? Like who?" She sighed with a smile. "Like Chyler or Melissa, they care about you Y/N, trust me." I sighed, "if you say so."

"I'm gonna miss you mom." I said wiping my tears. "I'm going to miss you too babygirl, so so much." We hugged and that's the last thing that happened.

I woke up with a pulsing headache, my ears ringing like somebody was screaming right next to me and to top it off - on the fucking floor. I looked at the clock that was on the living room wall and it was still pretty early. I slowly stood up flinching, because my whole body hurt so much. Blake and dad were passed out on the big couch, so I quietly walked upstairs to my room and layed on the bed thinking.

I left my sketchbook at school and it's Saturday today, so I don't know how I'm going to get it back. I mean sure I could just wait till Monday, but Ms. Benoist took it and I don't want her to look into it too much again, so I need it right now. Besides that little book goes everywhere with me and I always treasure it with my life and soul and I'm not kidding when I say this, I can't go a day without it.

I could maybe go to work and since Chyler and Ms. Benoist are such besties I could just ask her where she lives and go get it. Will that be weird? Maybe... Do I care? Not one bit... I just need to wait for Blake to wake up, because I need to ask him if I could go out.

Few hours passed and I heard some noise downstairs, so I guessed that Blake or dad finally got up. I went down the wooden stairs and surely enough, Blake was already up. I took a few calculated, gentle steps towards him, my eyes on the floor the whole time. "Hey Blake?" I asked with a sweet voice. "Yes babe?" He turned around to look at me. "Umm, could I go out? I need to deal with something." He looked me up and down. "Only for a few hours and when you come back I want you on your bed naked." I gulped and released a shaky breath. "O-of course." I turned to walk to the door, but he stopped me before I could reach it. "One more thing, here's some money for my favourite girl." He reached into his back pocket of his pants and handed me a 50 dollar bill. My eyes widened, kinda a lot of money to just hand out, at least for me that is. I was also surprised, I wasn't expecting him to be nice like this. "T-thanks Blake."

15 minutes later I arrived at the coffee shop. I walked in, hearing the bell above the door signaling that I entered the lovely shop. Chyler was standing at the front desk, so I took a big breath and approached her. "Hi Chyler." I greeted her with a smile. "Y/N, I was so worried about you... You didn't come to work, are you okay?" She asked me with worry in her voice while holding my hand. How can somebody be so nice? You'd expect your boss to scream at you for not coming to work, but Chyler's too sweet for that.

"I'm fine. I was just really bussy. I'm sorry I didn't come here to tell you." I said with shame. "It's totally fine, I was just worried." She hugged me. Oh how I missed those hugs.

"SO, what's up?" Here we go. "I was actually umm wondering if I could get Ms. Benoist's address..? She took my sketchbook at school and I forgot to take it back, so... I know it's a little weird, but I really need it back, please..?" I asked with hopeful puppy eyes. "No, no, no don't make that face, you know I can't resist it." She said closing her eyes. "Pleaseeeee" I begged her, hoping she'd give in. "Okay, okay, I'll give you her address." I squealed like a little child.

She took a paper and wrote Ms. Benoist's address on it. "Here you go and good luck with your sketchbook. Make sure to let me look at some stuff in there some time." She said handing me the paper note. "Thank you so much and don't worry I'll show you." I hugged her wih all my love. "And um... Would you mind if I didn't go to work for a few more days? I just have to deal with something." I said with hopeful, pleading eyes. "Yeah, it's no problem, just stay save okay?" She raised her eyebrows. "Yes mommm." I said as we laughed. "Bye Chyler!" I called from the door. "See ya." She called back. I looked at the paper note that Chyler gave me. Looks like it's just about a thirty minute walk so that's not too bad.

I finally got to Ms. Benoist's house and it looked really pretty from the outside, there was a little garden at the front with a path leading to the front door. I took a minute to admire the beautiful flowers as I walked to the front door. I took a deep breath and knocked a few times. "Coming! One second!" She called out from the other side of the door. I was starting to get nervous. What was I thinking. This is so weird. Suck it up Y/N. She opened the door and surprise was written all over her face as soon as she laid her eyes on me. "Y/N... What are you doing here?"