Hope

#61

Sid pov

"nahiiiii!... Iska matlab tum mujhe waha marna chahti ho, matlab tumhe pata bhi hai kitna dard hota hai"

I had hidden myself behind a pillar by now and was screaming at her! I know I sometimes act like a drama queen!

I couldn't stop myself from laughing, she looked really cute.. Her "are you serious" look is really adorable I came out from behind of the pillar and stood near her.

"tum nahi sudhroge na kabhi, abhi thorha der pahle kaise ro rahe the 'hey bhagwan meri shehnaaz se mujhe milwa do' ab vapas se notanki chalu hai tumhari!"

"mai to bas tumhe hasane ki koshish kar rha tha, mujhe kya pata tha ki tum bhadak jaogi" I said in my defense walking towards her while she walked past...

"are to situation bhi to dekho na, agar mujhe kuch ho jata or vo accident wali ladki mai hoti to"

I didn't let her complete her words and pulled her towards me holding her hand and placed my forefinger on her lips to stop her words... here I was dying of the fear of loosing her and she is talking all nonsense...gadhi!

right now she her face is just a few inches away from mine and I could hear her heartbeat , may be they are loud cause of our proximity... urf shehnaaz tumhe kab mujhse pyar hoga or kab tum bhi mere utne hi karib rehna chahogi jitna ki mai rehna chahta hu...

I badly want to take he petal soft lips in mine but have to control myself until she falls in love with me.. well I can kiss her cheeks, after all we are friends and its normal in friendship...

wah re tere logics Shukla! galti se kiss karke to dekh tera muh na todh de ye shera wali mata!

but abhi forehead pr kiss kiya tab to kuch boli nahi...

are pr cheeks pr kiss kiya to chappal se maregi ye... no! no! no! sidharthhhh!

muahhhhhh 😚

(he slowly bent towards her face and placed his lips on her soft cheek and kissed her, sana's eyes grew bigger with this sudden kiss, she couldn't understand what is just happening, sid is kissing her cheek)

"hawhh" (sana's voice) shit ye kya kiya sidharth..

I moved back and slowly looked at her face, well I want to laugh again, she's too cute, matlab cheek pr kiss karne pr aisa expression kon deta hai? aakhe badhi or muh khula! haha..

what the heck! I just kissed her..

huh to kya hua, bivi hai meri haq hai mera.. sirf cheeks pr to kiya hai...

shit sidharth ready hoja sunne ke liye!

"umm... vo mai vo" (yeh apne shukla ji atak rahe hai)

"I think hame ghar jana chahiye sidharth, mosam better hai pahle se" wow a plain line or madam muh ghuma kr chaldi bahar..

"are shehnaaz ruko, mai bhi sath hi aa rha hu, mujhe akele matt chorho.." bhag sidharth! Waise ye itni laal kyu ho gayi achanak se? Or bhag kyu rahi hai... Ek second! Oh teri ki! Ye to sharma rahi hai... Kya baat hai sidharth! Am proud of you! 😁

She was now slowly climbing stairs as it was still raining and floor was wet... I quickly came near her and held her hand... Stupid me! Galat haath se pakadh liya...

She looked towards my hurt hand as i hissed due to touch on my wound... Her eyes became moist, she looked at my hand and than at my face... Her worried face suddenly turned in to frowning face...

"Itna gehra jhakham kaise hua huh? Kya kar rahe the tum? Tumne mera favorite vase to nahi todha na gusse me? Hey bhagwan ye to bohot gehra lag rha hai, tetanus ke injection lagwane padhege... Acha hua left me lagi hai chot, right me lagti to ek week baad jo exams hai vo bhi na de pate! "
She was detecting my hand carefully and was blabbering everything came in her mind.. I just couldn't stop myself from smiling... I remembered my mom looking at her worried eyes and than hearing her words.. She was same caring and logical woman... So for now am letting my few tears roll down my eyes.. It's raining so she can not see my tears...

"sidharth tum ro kyu rahe ho? Jyada dard ho rha hai? Hum abhi doctor ke paas chalte hai, please ro matt tum"

She wiped my tears from my face, her own eyes were already shedding tears and she like always is worried about me... I pulled her both palms from my face to my mouth and kissed them... We both were looking in each other's eyes... I slowly hugged her hiding my face in her shoulder...

On the day of my mom's death anniversary i found my mom back in my life partner... Sab kehte hai ki asli life partner wafi hota hai jo aapko aapke maa baap se dur na kare balki aapko har pal unki yaad dilaye apni care or pyar se... Shehnaz me vo sab kuch hai jo ek ladke ko apne life partner me chahiye hota hai, ab bus mai bhi shehnaaz ke kabil ban jau, use utna hi secure feel karwa saku jitna mai secure feel karta hu uske sath...

Sid pov end

(abhi meri Bari 😜 bohot sunli sid ki)

Sana slowly moved her hands in air and then placed them on his back.. She slowly rubbed his back with her one hand and other hand moved towards his head... She could feel his tears, his grief, his condition and may be she could read his mind...

Her heart swelled feeling his tears on her shoulder... The person who was trying to make her laugh a few minutes ago is now crying on her shoulder... She felt lucky as she is the only lady who is witness of his this side...

There's a saying, A man only cries in front of his lady... She is his lady...

Sana moved her face towards his face, she cupped his face and slowly pulled his face out of her embrace... Sid didn't looked in her eyes, his eyes were fixed on space between them... Sana wiped his tears and shook his head to make him look at her... She raised her eye brows, he nodded his head negatively with a sad smile on his face...

Sana pulled his face towards her face suddenly, due to which Sid looked at her with a surprised face... Sana leaned towards his right cheek and quickly placed a kiss and moved back to look at his face...

She grinned looking at his surprised face... He was blankly shutting and opening his eyelids looking at her... Sana leaned towards his left cheek and quickly kissed it also and again looked at his face....

This time he also grinned with her... Both were smiling looking at each other, no words were needed to be exchanged between them... Both hugged each other tightly under rain drops... The weather and their feelings were just perfect for the moment....