you never said a word to me
your lips form clouds from my shielded ears
your breath so close
i felt like my blood was on fire
my throat kept closing
shutting down like your words
your need for them was ruthless
it was like a drug
your own brand of nicotine
just in your ready hand
sometimes i'd find myself glaring
wanting to become noticed
for i had fallen for your facade
for too long
i had imagined that i was nothing
that i didn't deserve you
that force
that power of restraint
shouldn't of been issued
i despise the force that radiates off you
it shouldn't exist
it's not fair
to me or anyone else you falls for it
i am so over it
i will no longer be abided to your force
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