𝗢𝘂𝘁 𝗼𝗳 𝗧𝗶𝗺𝗲 | 이 희승

05

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The sky tonight looks so pretty. I'd like to think you're one of those stars.

It's been a month. The others seem to slowly go back to normal, but I just can't.

I don't think I can get over you or your death.

I can't take the image out of my head.

At first, I was in shock so I couldn't quite remember, but now I do, clearly.

Me, I was the one that found you in the bathroom at your place.

You were there, on the tile floor, your wrists cut, in a pool of your own blood.

Your dress was covered in red stains, your hair was untied as usual.

But your face, you looked so calm and peaceful. I just can't forget it.

Why me? Why did I have to be the one to find you like that?

At least if I would've come sooner, before it was to late, but I was out of time.

I came to you that day to tell you I was about to debut.

I still curse at myself for that, between my career and you, I would've chosen you a thousand times.

I'm sorry, it's not your fault, it's mine.