𝗢𝘂𝘁 𝗼𝗳 𝗧𝗶𝗺𝗲 | 이 희승

09

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     Y/n, this might be one of my last pages of this journal.

I'm tired of apologizing for being a complete disaster and a disappointment to everyone.

You were the only one that understood me, my only sunshine.

Nothing helps anymore.

I don't feel alive anymore, I am just numb and tired. Both, physically and mentally.

If I would end it all will I finally see you again? I think so.

I'd get to see your pretty smile, I'd hear your contagious laugh again, sing to you and hold you until my arms give out.

If I would have the chance, I would kiss you, that's what I've been wanting to do for such a long time.

I wanted to know how it feels like to be loved by you, I would've brought you the moon, I'd do anything for you, just to make you smile.

Is it worth to keep fighting?