ikigai [taekook]

8

you know koo? i've always dreamt of running away taehyung says as he admire the vast sky that was upon them as they laid on the cold grass and why is that? where do you want to go? the latter responds looking at the older boy who was busy admiring nature i don't know, the idea of starting a new life excites me and i'll probably live in the netherlands or london he replies

it was bizarre to jungkook that the older wants to leave everything that he has behind and it scares him too that he is included in that "everything" would you forget about me then? he asks trying to conceal the sadness in his voice of course not! you can even come if you want taehyung replies with no hesitation which makes jungkook happy then i guess we can do that if the universe let's us he simply replies

it will happen jungkookie, trust me and they continue to enjoy the night with each other's warmth fighting the cold breeze

taehyung quietly closes the door as he finally finishes the day with jungkook but to his suprise the lights turn on with his mother looking with distaste where have you been? she asks sternly i was out with friends and we lost track of time, im sorry he tries to cover up don't lie to me young man, you think i don't know what you've been up to? i've seen you with the boy, he's a delinquent and a homosexual at that don't you think you've disgrace us enough? and those words crumbles the little false reality taehyung has created with jungkook, he has to accept that what they had was something disgusting to other people, he wants to be selfish, he wants to only think about jungkook

what's your problem with my friend? he's been nothing but nice to me and he makes me feel happy he remarks starting to get angry and his mother gives out a smirk really? friend? cut the bullshit taehyung, you are both gay and probably loners at that you'll definitely fit each other's sad world and that was it taehyung had enough he needed some breather so he quickly goes up and takes some of his things that are mostly important and contacts the first person he can think of

koo pls reply - tae

hey you alright? i just got home - jungkookie

can we meet again? emergency - tae

okay same place in a few mins i'll be there - jungkookie

thank you, be safe - tae

and he proceeds to leave the house that never felt like home