Darker Than Her Sin (COMPLETED)

Chapter 9

"Where is my old man? Is he okay?". I asked pagkapasok palang namin sa loob ng Mansion Delavida.

"He's okay Huntress, he just need to rest". Silver said at tumingin ako sa kanilang lahat.

"Are they okay?". I asked my trusted person, She's Neon.

"They are all okay Huntress". Pumasok kami sa office ko. Kailangan naming mag usap ni Neon sa mga nangyare.

"Kailan pa sila nandito Neon? Hindi mo ba sila namonitor?". I asked her, yumuko siya.

"You know what, its okay, we just need to be more careful. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang nasa isip ni Rosaliya, maswerte lang ako dahil hindi niya ako pinatay". I said, kumuha ako ng cigarette at sinindihan.

Yumuko ako at tumingin ng malalim sa mata niya, this way matatakot ko ang kung sino mang lumabag sa gusto ko.

"Nag tataka lang ako". Panimula ko.

"Tell me Neon, paano nila ako nakuha without me knowing? Paano ako napunta sa lugar na yun ng hindi ko maalala? Paano ako napunta doon kung kasama ko sila Brown?!". Sigaw ko. Nakayuko lang siya.

"They drugged you Huntress". She said. Tumawa ako ng malakas at kinuha ang silencer at itinapat sa pintuan.

"Tell them I need them here Neon, be quick. Time for punishment my dear". I said with a venom in my voice.

I look at my baby, I kissed it and I smiled because I missed my buddy. 

24 hours lang ako nawala but I miss my office, my weeds, my drugs. Damn, gusto ko nalang magpakalasing.

Umupo ako sa swivel chair at biglang pumasok sa isip ko si Mom, how I miss her. Kararating ko lang dito but I miss her already.

Kung ako lang ang tatanungin, I would love to be her sex toy, Im addicted to her and the last three years, tiniis ko ang lahat, nag hanap ako ng pleasure  sa iba just to fulfill my needs, but only her can make my world upside down.

I really love my mom, but this is not a love story, magkaiba kaming dalawa. I hurt her, I broke her heart in a million pieces, I killed her inside, her heart died because of me.

This is not a happy love story but a love that full of shit and hatred.

I know she hated me, sa ginawa ko ba naman sino ang hindi magagalit. But I have so many reasons kung bakit ko ginawa yun. 

I don't deserve her. The first time I saw my Mom, alam ko na puro sakit lang ang ibibigay ko sa kanya.

But I can't deny that when the day I saw her, I know, she captured my heart. She's like an electricity, binuhay niya ang puso ko at nag simulang tumingin sa magandang mga isipin. At wala akong ibang mamahalin kundi siya lang.

I love her so much.  I know my mom will never forgive me but I know she love me still.

I smiled bitterly.

Mom kung nasa ibang pag kakataon lang tayo, I promise I will make you the happiest woman in the world. I can give you the world.

I can love you more than you do.

I hope you will forgive me. Someday.

Tumingin ako sa pintuan ng may kumatok.

"Please Come in Boys". I shouted.

Bumukas ang pinto at pinihit ko ang baril, biglang napatalon si Red at tumingin saakin.

"What's that for Huntress?". Tanong niya na para bang nakakita siya ng isang libong kalaban.

Natawa ako at sumagot.

"I don't know too Red.".. nag lakad siya papasok at nagpaputok ulit ako.

They are experts and skilled, they can avoid my bullets but they don't know how to deal with me when im in a bad mood. 

"Wow! Amazing talents boys". I shouted.

"You are all here because you know what just happenened to me. Look at my cuts". Ipinakita ko sa kaila ang leeg ko na may band aid. 

"Look at this bruises". 

"This one"..

"Beautiful isn't it?". I asked them. Tinignan nila ako, lahat sila walang nag lakas loob na magsalita. 

"Answer me!!".   Sigaw ko.

"Well,  we are sorry for what happened Huntress, It will never-". I cut him off.

"Don't please don't".  I said. Tumayo ako at lumapit sa kanila.

Ipinakita ko lahat ng mga pasa ko, mga sugat, maging sa mga daliri at sa wrist ko. 

"These are my temporary tattoos, I felt pain, but it feels good. She did it to me and Im happy because I got these... From her!". I simply said.

"Did you saw that woman beside me earlier? She's so beautiful isn't she? Do you know her?". I asked them, nag lalakad parin ako at isa isa silang tinitignan.

"I am crazy for her.".  I whispered.

"Let me tell you these. I love that woman and do not touch her without my permission. If she crossed the line? Still do not touch my woman. Don't hurt her. Are we clear?". I asked.  I look at them deeply in the eye.

Sana lang makuha nila ang gusto kong sabihin.  

"Yes boss". They said at once.

"Good. Go, I need a new car, I want a new car. Kill Mister Zaldy tonight. Im not in the mood to kill someone today. I just want to be alone.".  Sabi ko, tumango sila lahat.

"Get out!". Lumabas sila ng tahimik at naiwan si Neon kasama ko. 

"I Miss her Neon". Umupo ako sa upuan at wala akong ibang iniisip kundi ang mom ko.

"Can I go back to her?". Tanong ko.

"A nonsense question Hunt, she wants to kill you, hindi kapa pwedeng mamatay. Hindi pa tapos ang sinimulan mo". She said.

Nag bigay ng wine glass si Neon at nag lagay siya ng wine sa baso ko.

"Today is her birthday, She wants to see you". Napatingin kaagad ako kay Neon.

"Who?".

"Andrea". Tumayo ako bigla at inutusan si Neon na bumili ng regalo para kay Andrea.

"I want to see her happy, please buy her a special gift that she deserve. Yes?". Tumango si Neon at tyaka na lumabas.

I look at my old phone. There she is, my queen.

"I love you Mom". I kissed my phone screen like an idiot..