Kurt Cobain And I Love Her

Tape

Beans updating twice in one day! That must mean they are having a mental breakdown over Kurt Cobain

Year: 1984
Kurts age: 17
Your age: 17

I knocked on Kurt's door with the tape in my hand with my whole fucking body shaking

He opened the door and smiled at me

"Hey what are you doing here?"
He asked

"I need to give you something"
I said nervously

He furrowed his eyes brows and nodded slowly

I handed him the tape and turned around and fucking sprinted down his porch stairs and down the street

"What the fuck y/n?"
He yelled

Kurts POV:

"What the fuck y/n?"
I yelled after her confused as shit

I looked down at the tape she handed me and flipped it over and saw her handwriting on the side

'Kurt♡'

I looked up and saw her still sprinting down the street till she turned the corner and then she was gone

I walked back inside and went up to my room and put the tape into my tv

I sat down on my bed and flicked my tv on

The tape was of y/n and she just sat on her bed on her knees

'Kurt I- uh well I just watch,
Or don't ya know'
Video recording y/n said while lighting a cigarette

Saying I'm confused would be an understatement

The video cut and it was straight up her naked just going to town

"Oh fuck!"
I yelled running to my tv turning it off because my family was home and If they heard that shit I'd be dead

I stood there for a second contemplating what I just saw

"Why-"
I said to myself

"Kurt dinner!"
My mum yelled

"Okay!"
I yelled back

I walked out of my room still very very confused

Like did Krist tell her I liked her ?

. . .

I sat on my bed waiting to hear the front door close so I can watch this tape

This video has been the only thing on my mind for the last two days

I heard the front door open and close and I quickly got of my bed and put the tape in my shitty tv

The video started and I sat down on the end of my bed

This was so strange but I'm not complaining

Fuck man the noises she's making is killing me

"Kurt?"
I heard y/ns voice from beside me

I looked to my door and she stood there with very red cheeks

"Oh fuck!"
I yelled getting up the turning my tv off

I cleared my throat and smiled at her

"So"
She laughed

"Why?"
I asked

"Krist told me"

"I fucking knew it!"
I laughed not focusing on the right thing

"Yeah...
So uh what'd you think"
She asked

"Hot"
I laughed lightly

"Thank you"
She nodded looking around the room avoiding eye contact

"Imma kick krists ass though"
I laughed

She nodded her head and took a step closer to me

"I like you to,
Obviously"
She chuckled awkwardly

I nodded my head not knowing what to do

I've never been in this situation before

Do I kiss her do I fuck her..
Consensual of course

"Do I kiss you?"
I asked feeling like a fucking idiot but I just genuinely don't know what I'm supposed to do

"If you wanted to"
She laughed

I stepped toward her and wrapped my arms around her waist and kissed her softly before pulling back

"This is painfully awkward"
She said

I nodded my head and let go of her and turned around looking the other way

"Do you wanna fuck"
She whispered

I turned around and pulled her to my bed and quickly began making out with her

Her hands went to my hair and gently pulled on it making me feel all sorts of ways

"That was weird I'm sorry for being awkward before"
I said putting my hands on the back of her thighs

"It's okay,
It can be weird going from best friends to... things"
She said before taking her shirt off

"Yeah"
I mumbled before kissing her again