Chapter 4 (TW SH)

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                                (Yoongi's POV)
I ran inside my room (yoongi still lives with his

mom) and started sobbing why me. Why on our

anniversary? Who was that guy? My head hurt and

Was overflowing with questions and emotions then i

Just had enough of it. I went into my bathroom and

                             (Yoongi's backstory)

I used to cut and not eat but everything changed

When i met hoseok he made me happy and finally

Find my true-self he made me smile and forget about

My problems but now that i saw him kiss another

Man i just have to. I have to cut again. My body

Needs it. I feel bad about how hoseok would feel

But it doesn't matter now. Why would hoseok care?

                                 (Recent time)

I walked into the bathroom and just stared at myself

I started to cry realizing how ugly i was i started

Thinking "was it because im too fat?" "To ugly?"

"To annoying?" And the list of my insecurities went

On. I realized how much hoseok distracted me from

My body. I had enough. I really did. I found a blade

In my cabinet and cut. I started sobbing harder as i

Saw the blood drip. Im thankful my mom isn't home

yet or else she would've saw me. I just put a hoodie

On and watched tv till i fell asleep hopeless. And sad.

                                  (Hoseok POV)

I messed up really bad. Yoongi saw me kiss my

Friend on accident, i don't know why i did i just

Felt the urge to. I just keep imagining the scene in

My head he looked so hurt. So hopeless. And even

Worse the Bouquet of flowers and the sweet card

He wrote. I kept it and now i just keep reading it

Over and over and over again. My heart shatters

                             (Nobody's POV)

It's been a few days and they haven't spoke. Yoongi

Has been in his room just crying wondering why

Hoseok hasn't explained anything or told him why.

But little did he know hoseok was coming over today

                         (After dinner yoongi POV)

I went back up to my room and just layed on my bed

I haven't changed in three days and haven't eaten

For a week (aka the last time he saw hoseok) i'm not

Going to lie i missed him so much. His smile. His

Hugs. His kisses. Hi cuddles. And the list goes on

I was laying on my bed just on my phone until i

Heard a knock on my window. I was a little scared

But when I turned around to look at the window......

It was him. The beautiful sunshine man. Hoseok.

"Open the window" i heard a muffled hoseok outside

My window. I hesitated a bit  but decided to let him

Inside. We both just stood there looking at eachother

Hoseok made the first move and hugged me. Tightly.

At first I didn't want to hug back but i had to i mean

Its hoseok for crying out loud. "Hey uhh.. yoongi.."

He spoke out as i just looked at him (we are sitting

On my bed now) "i..." he said quietly "your what" i

Spoke out "im.. im moving yoongi." He let out a

Long breath he never knew he was holding "w-what"

I said. My heart shattered. I didnt want to believe it.

"Look yoongi. Im sorry. My mom told me and i

Thought i'd tell you." Hoseok spoke out not making

Eye contact with me. "Why. Just why. Your leaving

Me. Why do I deserve this your not even going to

Explain the guy you kissed? Then your leaving just

Why." I spoke out starting to cry. Hoseok stood up

And looked like he was about to cry "goodbye

yoongs." I started sobbing while hoseok climbed

Out the window then left. I wasn't the same after this


HEY GUYSSS SO UHM I HOPE THIS WAS OKAY ITS A SHORT CHAPTER BUTTTT THANK YOU FOR 22 READS <333 IM GOING TO UPDATE IN MAYBE AN HOUR I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING BUTTTTT YEAH WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO YOONGI? WERE WILL HOSEOK GO? WILL THEY MEET AGAIN? WE'LL SEE NEXT CHAPTER

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