After Katsuki making you scared like that again, you weren't so forgiving this time.
Not coddling him up and telling him he didn't hurt you.
It seemed damn near intentional to break your heart and after telling you about how much he loved you.It showed far too well when he tried to pull close to him in bed, but you were moving away and rolling over so as to not face him.
Fear with a mixture of anger and sadness. He'd really done it now."(Y/n), I'm sorry." He said again for maybe the hundredth time. He didn't expect forgiveness, though.
"Shut up." You spoke in bitterness.
He wasn't used to that. Not at all.
Honestly, it felt like you might break up with him.You were still full of tears, a bit shaky. They hadn't stopped all day.
Maybe it was fear pushing you away from him. Your mind telling you he's a threat.He went to stroke your hair, saying yet again, "I'm so fucking sorry."
You were quick to slap his hand away harshly.
"Don't touch me."
"I know your sorry, but it's not helping much is it?"He sighed, "I don't want it to help."
"I never know what's next from you."
"One moment it's like, you're super nice.. then the next your calling me a bitch and being an asshole"
"You said you wouldn't fucking do shit like that again-""I know I did-"
"So why did you?"
"Why is it so hard to say somethings wrong?"
"It's just immediate anger when your feeling like crap."You sighed, "Just tell me what's wrong."
He was quiet, "I will, I promise.."
You couldn't help but be upset. What else is there to expect?
But, his whole body went numb when you uttered the words...
"If you pull that shit again-"
"I will break up with you."But for now... You couldn't bring yourself too. Turning around again to see him looking distraught as ever.
Yes, he did seem sorry..
So you sighed once more, doing your part, "What's wrong?"He didn't know where to start with that question.
"What do you mean?"What do you mean? Clearly there was a reason behind the outburst.
"You said you were stressed out.."
"Let's talk about it."He did say he was stressed out didn't he..
Trying to conjure up the ideas in his head. What precisely has him stressed out? And is it less about you being the center of attention.. and more about his worry?"I'm just.. really worried about losing you."
He said honestly.
"Whenever your not with me.. I'm scared your going to hurt yourself like you did."
Katsuki found it hard to tell you about his feelings. Things he's been bottling up all this time."I shouldn't have put that on you, I'm sorry." You felt guilty about it no matter what.
He seemed to not mind, "It's okay.. I know it's a coping mechanism."
"You just worry the shit out of me.. and I wasn't feeling heard."
Not at all, infact. No one bothered to ask how he is.. but he didn't expect you too. Not when your all kinds of jumbled yourself.
"It.. makes me sad when you cut yourself."
You nodded, "I know.."
"And it makes me scared when you say things like you want to die.. or when you start to shake because your having a panic attack."
"It's not easy."
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Stupid Bunny. (Bakugo's Demise.)
Fanfiction°°° "It's not my fault you lost your stupid bunny." He mumbled, still staring at the shelf across the room. Eyes widening, you sit up. "She's not stupid." °°° Angry, grumpy and a bit evil... All of those traits...