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Da'Nyla Thomas, 18

"Your not doing it right" my instructor semi yelled to me

"I'm sorry" I jumped getting anxious

"Don't raise yo voice at her you see everytime you do it she jump!" Cherry another student spoke up

"Y'all are here to learn if she can't take my tone then she doesn't need to be doing this!" She said

I just stayed quiet and started doing the layers

"DA'NYLA ARE YOU NOT LISTENING?" She yelled making me jump again

"STOP YELLING AT ME!" Tears rolled down my face as flashbacks played in my head

"WHO YOU YELLING AT?"

"YOU I HAVE PTSD IM A WHOKE VICTUM AND YOUR TRIGGERING IT YELLING YOU DONT FUCKING KNOW ME!" I wiped my tears I grabbed my purse and phone before leaving I went into my car and called my dad

"Hey baby shouldn't you be at school?"

"I am but daddy she started yelling at me!" I said I started hyperventilating

"Who?"

"My teacher cause I wasn't doing the layers right I'm new to all of this I don't know what I'm doing and then she just kept talking shit!"

"Baby it's gon be ok just breath cause you hyperventilating take some deep breaths with me ok?" I nodded we did a few deep breaths until I calmed down

"Ok now fuck her just ignore her and file a complaint or sum cause that ain't coo to just be yelling at people for nun! You here to learn watchu need to for yo hair shit getcho shit in cosmology so you can move onto yo business shit by no time you'll have salons all over the world and it's gon be all worth it, and don't ask her for help ask someone else or something now draw for a lil in yo car and listen to music so you can go back in there!" I nodded

"Thank you daddy!"

"You know im gon always be here for you jr!" He smiled calling me a childhood nickname

"I'm not your jr!"

"Keep telling yourself that" he said

"Mcht I love you oldie!"

"I love you too don't forget what I said!" I nodded hanging up

I called kartier "hey baby" I didn't speak back and started drawing

"What happened?"

"My instructor triggered me by yelling so I kinda went off now I'm in the car calming down!" He nodded

"You look pretty and I'm proud of you!" He said

"Thank you and proud for what?"

"One you in school now not only are you doing school you still hold yourself to expectations that other people are held to regardless of your disorder it's just a lot more you hella inspiring!" He said making me smile

"Thank you" I giggled

"Watchu drawing?"

"this free draw I did of a playboy model!" He nodded

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