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Mariah, 22

"You ready to go to sleep?" Marie nodded

"Where's Ason?"

"Don't know" I shrugged she frowned

"When's he coming back?"

"I don't know" I said again not wanting to talk about him anymore he's kissing me off and sees no wrong in it so I don't care

"Ok" she sighed getting in bed

"Ok goodnight I love you" I kissed her forehead

"I love you too Goodnight" she turned to her side falling asleep

I left her room and started cleaning up someone knocked on my door making me go look

"Bye" I told Ason

"Riah open the damn door" he said

"I'm cool my daughter sleep so bye"

"Fr you stupid if you think Ima let you go or be mad so open this door so we can talk" he said

"Now"

"I'm cool honestly ion think I can be with someone like you if that's what you do when you mad and having a hard time that shits triggering and you don't realize I've asked you plenty of times to be gentle with me and you continue to yell at me, cuss me out, and just be rude in general" I said

"Don't be talking like that one" he said

"And I'm sorry it's not an excuse but I'm going through some shit like really hard shit I been stressed depressed and having panic attacks these last few weeks im really not tryna put it on you cause you don't deserve that but I don't know how to love people the only I love are my friends my mom or no girl never taught me to love they broke me at that" I said

"Like what?"

"Ion really wanna talk about it Fr" he said

"Mhm" I mumbled

"You forgive me?"

"No cause you know then at that you made me feel bad I was in here fucking crying for no reason you need to work on yourself or something cause you not gonna fuck up my mental with yo shit you apparently don't want help cause you not even Tryna talk to me so I can help you, like I really like you Ghost but I don't know" I said

"Riah stop playing I said I was sorry what do you want me to do?" He asked

"See that's what I'm talking bout right there don't use that tone of voice wimme" I said

"Like can you leave we're getting nowhere?"

"Don't make me do some toxic shot I'm sitting here Tryna talk to you and you acting like youn care"

"Your triggering me" I looked at him he looked in my eyes and just nodded running a hand down his face as he left

"Text me if you need anything or sum" he said

Probably going to go fuck other bitches

He not yours why you care?