Hesitant Hearts

|| Hiding Something ||

Y/n Pov

I have been friends with Alex for a total of 3 months. It has honestly been great, I spend quite of bit of my days just playing games with him or face timing and fucking around. I have grown feelings for him, like actual ones. Not a dumb crush. People often ship us and make dumb edits of us when we stream. I can see where they come from, Alex is...very flirty with me. Even off stream, he might be joking but It doesn't feel like it. 

Only making my feelings grow stronger. 

"Hey, Alex?" I say. 

"What's sup?" He says looking down at the phone. We are currently face timing while he drives. He said he has to take a 30 min drive to 'somewhere not important'. He will not tell me. 

"Where ya goin" I ask, seeing if he would just tell me. I'm being nosey but we tell each other everything so this is weird. 

"It's nowhere Y/n," He says flat. I roll my eyes, I guess he saw because he scoffed. "Why do you want to know so bad huh?" He asks. 

"Well, like we always tell each other things so why are you hiding things from me??" I ask actually wondering. 

"I told you it's nothing, I'm there anyways I have to go," He says. Right before he hangs up I hear a girl's voice. 

"By-" I say but it hangs up. Who's voice was that? Why does it matter to me? Whatever. 

I open up Snapchat to send him a snap, instead of messages, mainly just to continue our streak. The text in the snap said:

alex srry if I made u made or smt. but um I'm sorry, anyways pls text me later so we can face time sleep over :]

He then replied, normally we show our whole face and some dumb pose but he just showed the back view. His snap said:

it's fine, srry i cant ft tn, gtg

I take a moment to look at the soundings. I see he is in a living room, girly type decorations and high heels in the slight corner. 

Okay, so he's busy with a girl? Why didn't he tell me. I wouldn't have been mad but I am a little now because he lied. So he's just ditching me for a girl. I don't even respond, so leaving him on open and walking over to my desk, and booting up my PC. I think I'm just going to do an alt stream and chill with chat. 

I tweet that I'm live streaming and press 'go live' putting my starting soon screen up. While that's up I run to my kitchen for snacks and a monster. I come back to see around 6k people here, I have more viewers on my main because not many people know about this account.

"Hey chat, how is everyone," I ask. Seeing a lot of responses of 'good' and 'bad' is pretty mixed but that's okay. 

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After a bit of playing Roblox and things like that, I turn it back to full face cam. 

"Okay chat, You guys can send some dono's and ask things or in the chat, then ima end," I say stretching. 

Where is Quackity The text to speech read. I roll my eyes. 

"Guys enough with the fucking quackity questions, you guys have been asking about him this whole stream. This is MY stream. Stop talking about him when I haven't. He's busy right now and couldn't be here. Okay, I'm ending, bye" I say and end. 

My chat has been pissing me off this whole time, that's why I barely talked with them. I guess I do a lot of alt streams with him but not all the time. I check Twitter and immediately see people bitching about me not talking with chat much the whole stream. I tweet something back. 

@ Vividxesupersecret - 20 sec ago

okay guys, stop bitching about me not talking with chat my last stream. it was all your guy's fault, bringing up and asking where other streamers are, not bothering to pay attention to the person who was ACTUALLY there. 

FYI- i don't need to have quackity in all my alt streams :| 

Saturday 7:05 pm 11/2/21 (Im not keeping tack bc its been 'three months' so we going with this)

Liked by quackity4k and 2k others

So he has time to like my tweets but not text? 

Ass hole.