the next morning dejuane came back and went into the room and sayah was playing with her toys on the bed and i was folding his clean laundry he kissed her forehead and sat on the bed
sayah: look momma it's dada
i didn't look at him i was trying so hard not to bust out crying
"i see sy" i said as my voice started to crack
i guess he noticed i didn't have my ring on because he said
dejuane: why the fuck isn't your ring on
ansley: please don't cuss around sy
he took sayah into her play room and put her in her play pin then came back in the room and closed the door
dejuane: where the hell is your ring
ansley: it's on the dresser i just needed some time to think
dejuane: think about what
ansley: us
i started to put his clothes away
dejuane: so you're leaving me
ansley: no dejuane
dejuane: okay whatever ansley
ansley: you were the one who decided to bitch at me yesterday for something i couldn't control then say "then we shouldn't be together" when i said i was sick off ur shit as of u always accusing me of shit i didn't do then you took your ring off and threw it on the floor then left me here with our daughter who wouldn't go back to sleep so i was up with her all night crying and trying to make sure she was okay while i was worried about you
tears rolled down my face but i wiped them before he seen me crying then i realized he wasn't even paying attention to me and i couldn't help it my back rolled down the wall and i sat there crying and crying then he looked at me
dejuane: ansley-
i got up got sayah and left dropped her off at my moms the whole time i was gone dejuane was blowing up my phone with text and calls but when i came back he was on the bed looking at our wedding pictures that were printed out i walked passed him went into then bathroom took a shower then changed and laid down
then he grabbed a pillow and a blanket
dejuane: gn
i didn't say anything then he went downstairs and laid on the couch and fell asleep then i went to sleep
