Soulache

chapter 4

Bucky's pov:

SHE HAS WINGS!!!! SINCE WHEN. I'm internally screaming right now. I think everyone is. But why have we never seen them? she might be hiding them, maybe with her magic. "Doll, what do you mean you have wings?" I questioned, "where are they?". She looked really insecure when I asked that. "eerrrm well the kind of retract into my back with magic, Hydra did x-rays and found all the extra bones. I didn't know I had them til about 5 years ago," she said at nearly whisper volume. then Steve piped up and asked " Can we see them?" Y/N looked really unsure and shy. " My sweet no one here will judge you, the team are just curious and need to know if you'll be a great addition to the team" Loki soothed her nerves with his words, she seemed to relax as soon as he called her 'my sweet'. interesting. " Okay, I can show you but sometimes i have a hard time getting to go back in, I don't get them out much so I'm still not used to it." Y/N seemed a bit calmer now. " That's okay, you won't have to show anymore of your powers today, unless you want too" Nat told her Y/N replied with a small nod and walk off to stand in an open space. How big were they? 

A couple deep breaths later and there she stood wings spread twiddling with her fingers. Y/N's wings were huge. They were jet black and were about an inch off the floor. They were beautiful, just like her. Each of the feather were shimmering in the sunlight, they looked so soft. Everyone was just staring at her probably making her uncomfortable. Until she smirked at the dumbfounded heros. She was planning something, then I looked at Loki. He had the same smirk, oh no what were they planning. I chuckled to myself knowing the team were not ready for whatever they were planning. "Y/N your wings are absolutely gorgeous" the spiderling finally spoke, and boy was he correct. she said thanks then her eyes changed, they were now green instead of their usual colour. Black patterning decorated her skin they looked like tattoos and was an amazing contrast against her pale skin. Her hair was also longer and matched her wings, which now had horns at the tips. Scott, Peitro, Bruce and peter all passed out upon the transformation of Y/N. Probably from the shock. 

Y/N pov:

Loki saw in my mind that I was debating on weather I should tell them about my true form. He encouraged me to just show them. He told me that the teams reactions would be funny. I showed Loki my true form in his head. He told me I was beautiful. I deeply blushed, Loki knew it was because of him but to the rest it just looked like I was embarrassed. Bucky knew me and Loki had something planned, he chuckled quietly to himself but I heard. After everyone had complimented me I quickly shifted to my true form. A few of the team simply passed out, while others were at a loss for words. Sam was opening and closing his mouth like a fish. Me and Loki looked at him and back at each other and burst out laughing. Which made the team more confused. " Sorry..... Sorry ...." I struggled out between laughs, god I haven't laughed like this in so long. Bucky was staring at me smiling, god his smile was so perfect, like Loki's laugh. Why do I keep thinking about them like this? everyone thanked me for showing them but they had to go prep for another mission. I was told Loki, Bucky, Wanda and Scott were going to stay here though. My favourite people were still here apart from Nat. But the other two seemed really kind, maybe I could be their friends too. I didn't have too much experiences like that, I didn't know how to make friends. Just before everyone left the common room I shifted back to my usual form, but my stupid wings would go back. I huffed in frustration just as everyone left the common room apart from the four who were staying behind.

"Y/N, your wings will go back soon. I don't really know how it works but either way they are really pretty and we won't judge you for them" Scott explained. He was really nice I want to be his friend I just don't know how to get there. This is so frustrating. "Y/N?" I looked up to see wanda talking to me, " Why are you so frustrated?" how did she know? I must of given her a confused look because she replied to my unspoken question. " I can feel emotions and yours are very strong" that explains how she knew, I can't tell her why she'll think I'm weird and or take pitty on me. I don't want that. Just before I was about to answer saying I was fine Loki butted in. " My sweet no one here is going to think you're weird or pitty you. you can tell us the truth" damn god reading my thoughts. They were all really worried at my silence, probably thinking it was something serious, even Loki's nickname didn't affect me as much. Fuck it, I may as well tell them. " I was thinking about becoming friends with you all, but I don't know how." I mumbled looking down at the ground with a blush burning across my cheeks. I was trying to hide my embarrassment but Bucky gently pulled my face up to meet his with a hooked finger. A warm smile spread across his face, looking deep into my eyes with his ocean blue eyes. Fuck his eyes are gorgeous.