^^My "sister" was all glitz but no glamor. She was pretty but she wasn't really pretty. She held everything in her hands but never on her face. Her face showed nothing that was true. She had blood on her hands and she never washed them until later. She washed everything away and never looked back. All glitz and no glamour.
^^I just want to be seen. Want to be happy. Want to be taken seriously and not ignored... To be loved for me and genuinely loved. That's all I want. I want a happy life that I can control to the best of my ability and want to live...I want to live...
^^Father, my sister, and my ex... So many people express this picture... Just the many tears that I shed over people who didn't deserve it... But over people who I didn't even know... And not all of them were sad tears... But I'm so tired of crying. I'm so tired of turning my eyes red and bloodshot. I'm so tired of going to the hospital from stress. I'm so tired of making myself fragile and sad, so so sad.
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Random**I'm going to write a trigger warning just in case. I don't think it needs one but just in case** Things that I never really got to say to some people....or never got to finish saying. Some chapters will be just a thing of pictures, some will be pi...