The music between us

Chapter 33

 Korra's Pov:

 "Um.. yea, sure.. what about?" I was trying to sound casual, I think she knows, uh oh, I'm dead

 "Can I come over?" I was a little shocked but I didn't want to be rude "yea definitely-" knock knock knock!!, she didn't sound mad.... Hopefully.... I'm gon be dead, I ran down stairs and checked who was at the door "...... how was the traffic?" 

 She came in with her arms crossed, oof, I've seen this in movies, hopefully she can skip the guilteful heartbreaking talk and just kill me quickly, we went up to my room

  "Um... so... whatcha wanna talk about?" She gave me a look and raised a brow "you know what" oof, that line, you know your in trouble when she says 'you know what'

 "Uh..... hehehehe.... oh"

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 "You can't just do that!, that was my business not yours!" uhg! why is this so difficult "Look, you weren't there! I snapped ok! and he needed it, his mouth already pissed me off" I scoffed and rolled my eyes

~Flash Back~

"ugh! finally! its over, whoops did I say that out loud? Oops, sorry" we were headed to the car but Sgt Tanner stopped us "hey! Glad y'all made it" he did a hand shake with dad and smiled at the rest of us "so, what did you think about service? It was great right?"

 We all slowly nodded our heads "yea Sarg, it was great-"

 "Yea I think so too, funny how it was the topic we were talking about the other night, it's funny,I hope y'all learned and remember what the pastor said, there are a lot of perverted people out there"

 We all slowly nodded looking every where but at him, "hey um, we're headin, we need to get back to the apartment to do some..... stuff, bye" kuv, bolin and mako left, which I wish I could do right now

  "Um... sure sarg, okay" seriously, I don't get what's with this, he kept rambling on about how homophobic he is and that he doesn't allow that in his house and how he feels about it and how he doesn't like them-, notice how it's about hIm

 I let if go on for about 5 more minutes until I bursted "Alright! That's enough! I can't stand this!" I glared at him, he looked at me "uh reckless? You good?" He tried to put a hand on my shoulder but is smacked it away

 "Haha, am I good? Ha no, no I'm not, you know why?" I started to walk towards him and he backed up a bit "cause your a fucking asshole who won't stop talking about how fucking homophobic you are!!, it's like you can't shut up! No one here could give a fucking damn about the lesson, and I don't give a rats ass about what you think about gay people!"

 I continued yelling at him for like 5 minutes and he just stood there a little disappointed but mad all over "hearing you say those things fucking hurt, they hurt" I started to water but I held it back, my voice was starting to crack

 "What are you saying, you allow this perversion, you are all buddy buddy with them? Huh?" He looked me in the face "no" he was a little confused and tilted his head

 "I am them!, I'm fucking BISEXUAL! And if you say it's a perversion ONE MORE FUCKING TIME! I am going to fucking drop kick you RIGHT NOW" I was trying to keep myself from crying but I was breathing so hard it was hard for me to keep it in

 He didn't seem surprised but he was still mad, he let out a deep angry sigh "I'm very disappointed in you Korra, I expected better from you, that makes my daughter look way better than you" I scoffed

 "Your disappointed!? Haha I'm the one who's disappointed in you! You were a good man! You were kind and loving, funny, sweet, you were like a- a favorite uncle to me! But now your going to treat me different just because you don't like the way I love, ha, that!, that! Right there is disappointing" he gave me a glare

"And plus! What are you expecting from your daughter that I haven't already given you! Maybe a boot to the butt but you deserve way more than that, you teat her poorly like she doesn't matter, you have no respect for her, you talk bad about her, you talk about her like she's a joke and use her to keep your reputation! And she your own DAUGHTER!, she is way more than that!, she is kind, sweet, caring, loving, hardworking! Loyal! Strong, smart and many more!"

 He kept giving me looks in disgust and glares but then something caught his attention "you should be ashamed of yourself! I am who I am and I love it! I am not ashamed of it! You say that your daughter looks way better than me right now.... Well maybe your right and maybe your wrong, have you ever asked yourself why she doesn't want to date any guy you bring her?!"

 "Wait! What do you mean what do I expect from Daniele that you haven't already given me?, how do you know these thing about her if you haven't even met her yet! And why are you bringing up my daughter and dating!?"

 Oop........

~end of flash back~

 "Yea- I should stop there, I'll just be quiet now" I shut my mouth and looked around the room avoiding Danny's face, she held the bridge of her nose and shook her head, then let out a big sigh "Korra...... why" I slowly looked at her

 "Look I'm sorry, it was the heat of the moment and it slipped, tho he did deserve it, he's a homophobic asshole" she gave me a look

 "What?, hey! I could have drop kicked him right then and there but I didn't, I stayed a good girl" she rolled her eyes "Korra! I'm not joking"

 "Who said I was?" She looked at me with a dead expression "did you know that what you did caused me and my dad to fight for like 5 hours and then he kicked me out! I only have my car and the clothes I have on now, Hell! He even went to the bank and deposited all of my money into his savings account, all I have left is the money I have in my savings and cash!"

"I'm not telling you this so you can feel sorry for me, I'm telling you so you will learn what you did" I felt bad, really bad "I'm sorry Danny, I really am, you can stay h-" "no" I was offering but she held her hand up 

 "No, I'll stay somewhere, I have a place that I can stay at......." We stood there in silence, she then started to leave "I'll be going now" she turned and went down stairs and I followed, we made it to the door and she opened it and was outside

 "I'm sorry" was all I could say, I couldn't say anything else, I couldn't "I know you are" she was looking down and I gave a hopeful small smile "Korra..."

 "Yea?" She turned facing the right with her side facing me "don't...try to.. contact me, don't call or text..... I don't want you too, I need time so please, okay?" 

 Those words, it hit me hard "what are you saying?" She sighed and hung her head "I think you know what I'm saying" I closed my eyes shutting them hard, she started walking off to her car "I'm sorry.......I'll miss you" she stopped in her tracks "I'll miss you too, goodbye korra" she left, leaving to her car

 I watched as her car pulled out of the driveway and drove off, I closed the door slowly going up the stairs and into my bedroom, I then plop on my bed crying and crying and crying, I couldn't stop

 Man... what did I do?...

 Hey! Sorry this was delayed, I was writing and thinking, I'm sorry but the next chapt I'd probably going to be the same, I tried to make it longer, I hope it is, love y'all and please comment! Please I'm begging you! Read my lumity fanfic I made, it's called 'anomaly' and I just posted it! Please read and comment! I hope y'all will like it, to me it's good, the beginning may be a little boring, maybe not but please read and comment, at least read it, at least check it out! Please, Bye! :)