sunset → lukehemmings

F O U R T E E N

F O U R T E E N

Amber Tomlinson’s POV

 “Semua akan baik-baik saja Ams” katanya.

Ams.

Ams.

Aku mengenal kata-kata itu.

Rasanya ada kupu-kupu berterbangan di perutku.

-past-

“Ayo Ams!” teriak cowok itu.

“Tunggu” teriak cewek dibelakang.

Cewek berumur 5 dan cowok berumur 6.

Cewek itu terus berlari mendekati cowok itu.

Dan ia terjatuh.

Cewek itu menangis sambil memegangi lututnya.

Cowok itu menghampiri cewek itu.

“Kamu idiot” kata cowok itu.

Cewek itu tambah menangis.

“But you’re my idiot” kata cowok itu tersenyum dan mencium kening ceweknya.

Cowok itu memeluknya dan mengatakan “everythings is gonna be okay”

“Minum dulu Ams” katanya menyodorkan tempat minum bergambar spiderman ke ceweknya.

“Thank you Lukey” katanya sambil tersenyum

-end of past-

“Lukey” kataku

Cowok itu tersenyum dan melepaskan pelukannya.

“Akhirnya kamu mengingatku” katanya.

Ia mendekatiku dan mencium bibirku.  

Semua  masa laluku melintas di kepalaku.

Dari aku memberi tahu Ashton dan Michael aku suka Luke.

Luke pacaran dengan Acacia karena bet.

Pertama kali Luke membuatku menangis.

“Would you be my prom?” tanyanya

Aku mengangguk dan memeluknya.

-prom-

“Hai kami 5 Seconds of Summer!!” teriak Ashton.

Semuanya teriak.

“Kami akan menyanyikan Voodoo Doll” teriak Calum.

I don't even like you,

Why'd you want to go and make me feel this way?

And I don't understand what's happened,

I keep saying things I never say.

I can feel you watching even when you're nowhere to be seen,

I can feel you touching even when you're far away from me.

Tell me where you're hiding your voodoo doll 'cause I can't control myself,

I don't wanna stay, wanna run away but I'm trapped under your spell.

And it hurts in my head and my heart and my chest,

And I'm having trouble catching my breath.

Ooh 

 

Ooh

Won't you please stop loving me to death?

I don't even see my friends no more,

'Cause I keep hanging out with you.

I don't know how you kept me up all night,

Or how I got this tattoo.

I can feel you watching even when you're nowhere to be seen,

I can feel you touching even when you're far away from me.

Tell me where you're hiding your voodoo doll 'cause I can't control myself,

I don't wanna stay, wanna run away but I'm trapped under your spell.

And it hurts in my head and my heart and my chest,

And I'm having trouble catching my breath.

Ooh 

 

Ooh

Won't you please stop loving me to death?

Every time you're near me,

Suddenly my heart begins to race.

Every time I leave,

I don't know why my heart begins to break.

Tell me where you're hiding your voodoo doll 'cause I can't control myself,

I don't wanna stay, wanna run away but I'm trapped under your spell.

And it hurts in my head and my heart and my chest,

And I'm having trouble catching my breath.

Ooh 

 

Ooh

Won't you please stop loving me to death?

 

“Thank you guys! I love you!” Luke teriak dan tersenyum.

“I love Pizza more!” Calum teriak.

Semuanya tertawa.

Aku tersenyum.

Luke melihatku dan mendatangiku.

Luke memelukku dan tersenyum.

“Meet me at the beach” bisik Luke.

Aku keluar dan ke pantai yang dekat dengan sekolahku.

Aku melihat Luke tersenyum.

“C’mere” katanya.

Aku tersenyum dan memeluknya.

“Liat” kata Luke tersenyum.

Aku melihat Sunset.

Keajaiban dunia yang membuatku tersenyum.

Yang membuatku mengingat masa lalu.

Setelah matahari benar-benar terbenam.

Luke tersenyum.

Dan mencium keningku.