The next Morning...
Milan came walking through the front door he left in the middle of the night to sleep with his kids at his mothers house. He felt like that was the only thing that could bring him comfort and make him feel loved. The house was quiet and dark besides the sunlight coming through the curtains. He walked up the stairs he could smell weed smoke coming from their bedroom. He turned the knob Toyomi was sitting on the lounge chair by the bed with a big suitcase next to her.
He walked completely into the room she had dried tears on her face, she exhaled the weed. She broke the silence first without even looking at him "You could have London this week. I'll come get him on Sunday" she inhaled staring into space. Milan stood in front of her "What you mean this week? Where you going Toyomi?" he reached for her hand she snatched it back "I'm leaving I can't do this anymore" she looked him dead in the face
"You can't do what... me?" He asked "It's me?" he looked at her "Listen Baby if you don't want me I can't make you want me. Do I want you to leave and break up our family?... No but, if I don't make you happy then..." he paused because he didn't want to say those last words he was thinking
She sat there silently smoking he kneeled down in front of her "I love you, I don't want you to leave this is minor shit we could get over. I promise" he kissed her lips before he walked out the room. When he closed the door behind himself he felt sick to his stomach he really believed Toyomi didn't love him anymore or at least that's how she acted. He went to the guest bedroom he had to lay down his body was feeling weak all of a sudden.
Toyomi told herself over and over she wanted to leave but, deep in heart she knew she was just running like she always did. Whenever things got too good in a relationship she ran, only this time she had a baby with a man who truly loved her. She put the blunt out grabbed her suitcase walked into the closet and started unpacking everything. She wasn't leaving Milan she loved him, plus the relationship was great minus the miscommunication sometimes.
She turned the knob to the guest bedroom Milan was lying in bed with his back facing the door. She tapped his shoulder he didn't move so, she climbed in bed with him. She looked up at his face it looked like he had been crying it was bright red "I love you Milan. And I am sorry I really have been a shitty ass lover and friend to you." She wiped his tear he didn't move. Honestly, Milan was kind of embarrassed she caught him crying. "I want this to work. I love our little blended family" she smirked he half smiled "Maybe I could make it up to you all day?" She asked he shook his head yes "Can I make you feel good?" She asked he shook his head yes again
She told him to stand up he did as requested, she pulled his pants down to his ankles. Toi French kissed the tip of his dick he bit his bottom lip looking down at her pretty brown eyes. She relaxed her throat muscles and let him throat fuck her. Milan knew she must've been sorry because she hated letting him do that. She exhaled through her nose letting him push deeper down her throat, when she felt like she was about to gag she yawned a bit to open her throat up more. Milan held onto her head pushing himself in and out of her mouth "Shit I'm bout to nut" he moaned out gripping his fingers through her hair. She closed her eyes preparing for the large load he was about to shoot down her throat
"Fuckkk" his knees buckled under him. He fell onto the bed "Damn you really sorry huh?" he looked down at Toi, she crawled on top of him. "I am. I love you" she gave him a sloppy wet kiss "I love you too, stop tryna run and leave me all the damn time" he grabbed her chin
Later that day...
It was the day Mia was supposed to be released from the hospital, she still wasn't talking to anyone besides Ryder. Physical therapy went great but, she still had a long road ahead of her especially with the extra weight on her belly she was carrying around now. Nurse Fallon walked into her hospital room "Mia you have to call someone to pick you up. You can't drive on your own yet" she handed Mia her shirt
"I know, I spoke to Toi already. She'll be here in a few hours" Mia brushed her hair into a ponytail "Good, now I want you to remember your memory about the incident may or may not come back. If it does it's important to talk to the detectives about it" Nurse Fallon passed her the cup of meds "Let's not forget someone really tried to hurt you Mia" she reminded her. It was true no matter how hard she tried to remember what happened that night she couldn't. "Okay, thank so much Fallon for everything" Mia stood up to hug her. Mia's legs were still weak but, doing much better in the mean time she would be using her walker and wheelchair if she needed to.
"Have you spoken to Mr. Mitchell yet?" Nurse Fallon asked out of curiosity "No" Mia sat down on the chair "The choice he made wasn't an easy one Mia but, the joy in his eyes when he found about the baby... I wish you could've seen it" She touched Mia's shoulder. Mia was still indifferent about the pregnancy and hadn't told Ryder yet she was afraid she let him down. Nurse Fallon finished helping her get dressed then left the room to let her rest until Toyomi came for her.
The car ride back to Toi's house was quiet. Mia didn't speak neither did Toi until they actually pulled up to the house "Mimi I'm sorry" Toi shut the car off then turned to look at Mia "We thought it was best to stay out of such a touchy subject" she further explained. Mia sat there for a minute just listening to Toyomi talk before she interrupted her "I'm scared T. I literally just got out of my marriage and turned around and got pregnant" Mia paused looking at the house in front of them "I probably look like such a whore getting pregnant by a man who isn't even seriously committed to me. And I probably let Ryder down" Mia started crying in the front seat
"Mia stop it none of us think that and believe it or not Ryder handles a lot of things maturely" Toi assured her "Is Milan okay with me and Ryder staying here until my house is finished?" She looked up at Toi "Yep, he set up both guest rooms himself" she smiled. Milan agreed to have them stay, he didn't care him and Toi had the space plus he knew Mia's house was almost finished being built. "Dominic said she's keeping Ryder tonight, since he's already comfortably sleeping" Toi told Mia, she shook her head okay.
Toi pushed Mia to the guest bedroom so, she could make herself comfortable. "Toyomi" Mia called her name before she walked out the room "huh?" She answered "Thank you" Mia half smiled "It's nothing Mamas, make yourself at home" Toi closed the door behind herself.
Mia had fallen asleep trying to figure out what to eat she was hungry. Cash came by the house on his way home because Milan called him and told him Mia was there. He cracked her room door to check on her she was peacefully sleeping. Milan walked up startling him "Ya'll need to talk" he said to Cash "I know" he answered Milan without taking his eyes off Mia. He walked into the room and took a seat on the side of the bed. Cash smiled to himself at how beautiful she looked. He rubbed her little bump she had covered with big clothes. Mia felt a presence over her so she opened her eyes. Casheem copped a plea immediately "I'm sorry Mia I was just checking to make sure you and the baby were good" he hopped off the bed
She didn't say a word just sat up on the edge of the bed rubbing her stomach, it hurt because she was starving. "Okay. We're not good, we're hungry" she cracked a small smile. "I mean I could get y'all something to eat if you want" he licked his lips hoping she'd say yes. "Okay fine, I can't stop thinking about Chinese food if that helps" she shrugged. Casheem chuckled he thought to himself how cute it was she was having cravings "Helps a lot I'll go order" he stepped out of the room to find a menu
After he ordered the food he went back to her room to tell her "Food will be here in 30minutes. I got what you always ordered" he looked at her, she shook her head okay "Cas" she whispered "Yes" he answered. "I'm scared to have this baby" she blurted out "Mia I love you. This baby, our baby was made from love. I'm sorry I made the decision without thinking I was being selfish but, I want this baby" he looked directly at her. She seen how passionate he was and knew he meant every word.
He kneeled down in front of her lifting up her shirt revealing her little belly. He kissed all over her small round belly "I love you Mia and I love my baby. Whatever I gotta do to make this pregnancy easier on you I'm wit it" he put his head on her tummy. She looked down at Casheem holding onto her lower half, he was serious and she could tell. Even though Mia felt indifferent she knew their baby was made from love she was willing to make this pregnancy work. "I love you too Cas, we have to figure out a way to tell Ryder like soon" she rubbed Cash's head that was still lying on her belly "I got you" he kissed her lips
"Can I spend the night?" He asked her "If Milan and Toi are okay with it" she laid back down "Fuck it guess I'm staying the night" he got in the bed with her, he held her in his arms until the food came. Cash was excited, now he could tell his mother about the pregnancy he didn't at first because he wanted to be sure Mia was going to keep it.
