Softie

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TW: mentions of: self harm, rape and abuse

Billie's POV

After Tessa was done beating the shit out of him she untied the chains and hugged me tight while I cried into her shoulder next thing the police and the ambulance arrived and he was arrested and they took me in for questioning, my mom and Finneas came and I've never seen them so worried it broke me, and Tessa and Zoe they saved my life I couldn't thank them enough.

"I'm sorry" Tessa told me

"For what?"

"For everything, for every little stupid arguments we had for the dumbest shit-"

"I forgive you" I grabbed her by the shirt kissed her and wrapped my arms around her neck while she wrapped her arms around my waist

"Billie will you be mine again"

"Is that even a question?"

She laughed and kissed me again

"I love you"

"I love you more"

"Impossible"

"Possible"

"No I love you more"

"No I love you moreeee"

"No I do"

"I do"

"Nope I love you more" she bopped my nose

"I love you most" I kissed her lips again which I've missed

"Hate to break you two love birds but they need to check you out at the hospital"

"I'll see you tonight"

"I'll see you tonight" she cupped my cheek and kissed me once again "bye"

"Bye" I smiled and walked away
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Me and Tessa stared at each other just admiring each other as we were playing soft music in the background it's good to be back here with her I've missed her, i kicked my leg over her leg and laid my head on her chest while she held me

"I couldn't stop thinking about you" I tell l her

"Me either I'm just glad you're okay and I hope that fucker rots in hell"

"He deserves it" i laughed

"What did he do to you?"

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"You don't have to answer that I'm sorr-"

"He raped me Tes.. and he made me clean and cook while he was gone and if I did something wrong he would beat and rape me all over again..."

"..I want him dead I don't care if I had to do it with my bare hands"

"Don't talk like that it's over now Tes he's in jail"

I cupped her cheek and attached our foreheads

"I know how you feel and believe me I'm still angry and sad but I have to fight battles, he's in jail and I'm home, with you, and I stay with you, you have saved my life not once but twice and everytime I felt like giving up you helped me back on my feet again and I love you Tes"

"I love you too Billie and you only I've never loved anyone like you, you brung out the good side in me and every time we fought over something stupid it made me realize that I was losing you and I was slowly turning back to the old Tessa and I was afraid that I'll lose you and I did"

"But now I'm here with you" I kissed her lips "now go get me candy" i patted her chest

"And she's back" she got up and went downstairs and came back with a box of chocolates and some big red roses

"When did you become so romantic?"

"I've been taking notes" she laughed and passed me the roses

"They're so pretty"

"For the most beautiful girl of my dreams"

"Stoppp" I hit her chest

"Pick one" she opened the chocolate box and I picked one taking a bite out of it and it had strawberry filling "try that" I put the other half in her mouth

"Damn that's good"

"I knowww"

"But you know what taste better?"

"You"

"You're so gross"

"Am i?"

She set the chocolate box aside and kissed me, the kiss got heated and she hovered over me and it tugged at the bottom of her shirt at this point I'm desperate for her, she took off her shirt and I took off mine and kissed her again but she pulled away and looked at all the bruises on me

"I'm sorry he did this to you"

"It's over now" I cupped her cheek "i love you"

"I love you too"

"Can we just cuddle instead"

"Anything you want babygirl" she smiled and got up throwing back on her shirt before leaving downstairs again and came back up with takis and some candy making me smile like an idoit

"I got your favorite skittles"

"Thank youuu" I hugged her

"You're welcome baby"

We cuddled and ate snacks while we watched a movie and cuddled till we fell in each other's arms

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A few weeks I've been depressed, I thought it was over and i keep telling myself it was over but i see him in my dreams it's like he's haunting me, I can barley eat i can barley sleep because everytime I close my eyes i see his face then i feel sick to my stomach, and I've been cutting because of it, it's like everytime I try to escape what happened or try to escape him it all comes crushing down back to me, i decided to go back to school and at school I get bullied for it so I haven't showed up in days I just locked myself in my room and cried, I just want it all to stop.

"Tessa's here for you" my mom said through the door

"You can send her up"

"Okay"

A few seconds later later I heard a knock so i quickly opened it and hugged her tight while I cried into her shoulder

"Hey what happened baby"

"I can't escape him, he haunts me in my dreams and people tease me at school..I don't wanna be here anymore I don't want to live like this"

"Hey don't talk like that remember, you have me and your mom and your brother and Zoe here to support you and help you get through this" she attached her forehead to mine

"I can't lose you again"