Softie

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"I wanted to die to be with my girlfriend but failed twice and ended up in a coma, call it pathetic as it sounds but nobody really knew her like i did. When we first met she was innocent, she didn't know a lot about sex or what people say now in days nor did she care, she would also get excited about small things i thought it was cute. She just did her own thing. She also had a speech disability that made her stutter a lot but i didn't care she was perfect in my eyes. I felt emotionally attached to her and when i wasn't around her all i could think about was her. A lot of people used to bully her for no reason and she used to lock herself in her room all day not saying a word to anybody because of it or she'll cry in my arms. I miss her so much it hurts, it hurts bad" i told my therapist this

"She sounded like a lovely girl Tessa and she didn't deserve to die so young but it's time to move forward from the past, even though she's gone all that love she had for you Is still there and i know you can feel it."
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"Hey glad that you called i got you a coffee" Tish said while passing me a coffee

"Thanks"

"So what made you decide to call?" We sat on a bench at a park

"I just needed a friend"

"We're friends now?"

"If you want to"

"Yeah okay I'd like that"

"Cool"

"So what school do you go to"

"Well i was in a coma so i don't really know about school"

"Oh shit"

"I did get into a college but i couldn't go because I'm pretty sure everybody already graduated except me"

"Oh I'm sorry that must be horrible"

"It's cool"

"I go to college out here and i live in a small apartment not too far away from here"

"You have any family out here?"

"My cool aunt lives out here"

"Must be nice i moved here 2 years ago with my mom's loser now ex boyfriend for a fresh start"

"Oh wow how old are you?"

"I'm 18"

"Same" she chuckled

"I'm glad we got to talk"

"Me too" her cheeks turned bright red and she adjusted her glasses, we hung out for a couple hours until it was getting dark

"Well I'm going to head home i have some studying to do but i loved hanging out with you"

"Me too"

She walked up to me and hugged me

"Bye"

"Bye"

"I'm free Friday if you want to hang out again"

"Sure okay I'm down"

"Okay see you Friday" she walked to her car and got in before driving away then i went to my car and went home, i pulled in the driveway and got out before going inside

"Hey where'd you go?"

"I went to meet up with a new friend"

"Nice well I'm glad you're getting along with other people"

"Thanks I'm going to go take a shower" i went upstairs and headed straight for the shower. I moisturized my towel with water and my favorite soap from bath and body works and washed my body with it then i took some shampoo and ran it through the roots to the ends of my hair then i washed it all out, i took some conditioner and combed it through my hair before eventually washing it out. After my shower i wrapped my towel around my body and dried my hair with another towel before moisturizing my body with lotion and put on some comfy clothes and laid down for a nap but something caught my eye, it was a framed picture of me and Billie but Billie was on my back and her hands were around my neck while we were in the middle of the rode next to fields full of Dandelions, she looked so happy to see all of the flowers growing since she loved shit like that. It made me happy to see her happy over little things like that. She was a special girl

"That's a cute picture" i heard Billie's voice behind me so i looked over to see a fimilar blue hair and a fimilar face

"B-Billie?"

"Tessa?"

"Oh shit Billie" i hugged her before kissing her lips

"I missed you Tes"

"I missed you more"

"I love you"

"I love you" i smiled and hugged her again

"It's time for you to wake up now"

"Wait what?"

I pulled away from the hug and she was gone

"Billie?"

What the hell happened?

Did i hallucinate?

Am i going crazy?

Was she really there?

Why did her touch feel so real?

Why did her scent smell so real?

What is happening to me?

Why?