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Jay couldn't forget Sunghoon's word
It kept repeating in his head.

'He want me for himself'
Does it mean he want us to be friends like before ? Is this why he hate my friends so much ? he is jealouse and doesn't want anyone around me, but what about his parents? why doesnt he want me to go near them, I thought he was afraid of them loving me more than him, but he didn't mind being scolded by them when he got into a fight for me.

He is messing with my mind:- Jay thought
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They were all at the table having their meal together

When Sunghoon's father spoke

"Before everyone get up
I wanted to inform you first" he pulled a file from somewhere and was back on his seat

"What is it?" sunghoon questioned with a bored expressionon on his face.

"Its for Jongseong, me and your mom decided after having a long discussing"

He snatched the papers from his father's hand

"The adoption documents!!" He glanced up at his father a disappointed look on his face and threw the papers on the table infront of Jay
"Take it, you have won!"

"Sunghoon!"

His father sighed and turned his head to look at Jay
"Jongseong"
Now Jay gave him his full attention.
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"There is something else actually"

" Your father's business were shut down for almost a year now, we do know you don't have anyone left from your family to run the company until you can do it yourself, and I have no permission to interfer there, Not until you give me the right, since you are the only heir.
The company is small but worthy to save it, if we do so you would have something in hand which guarantee your future".

Jay kept listening
Sunghoon's father continued

"To make think easier you only have to agree to be apart of our family so we can all help you
think of it deeply before you signe those papers. "
Mrs Park was nodding her head on everything her husband said

She added
"Jongseong during the past year I was realy happy to have you between us and I don't wish you to be alone again, but one thing you should know , even if you don't agree now to be adopted by us we will still be by your side and be your seconde family" her hand reached to Jay's one assuring him.

Sunghoon's father continued
"Jongseong we are doing this for you
We want to help you"

"No!! you are both ridiculous" sunghoon stood up abrutly making the chair fall down "And you are selfish you are doing this only for money!!" pointng at his dad,
Now his dad become angry

"I am doing this for both our families Jays parents worked hard to achieve their dreams and losing the company means losing all their effort and sacrifice with it.
there is nothing left that can remind us of them and It's the only thing they had left for Jay"

"Jongseong you signing the papers means you gave your fully consentement"
"I.. "
"No NO!!" Sunghoon didn't give him the chance to answer
Sunghoon now was full of rage he yanked the tablecloth and made everything on it fall to the floor now dishes were broken, food ruined
It was a huge mess

"Sunghoon!!" they all stood up ftom there

"I am not staying here anymore I will leave this house so you can all be happy!!"
Sunghoon run to the door and went outside.

Jay barely managed to pull his chaire to the side and walk with his injured leg following him.
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"Sunghoon!!" he shouted from behind him, he was in the middle of the street now
"What!?" He stopped and turned around
"Please wait and hear me up"

" Just go back there and live happily with them "
"No I am not going back if you are not there too"
"I want to talk, let's talk , Sunghoon tell me why are you like this tell me what is wrong!" he was now standing infront of him his hand reached up to Sunghoon's face.

"GET AWAY!" he pushed Jay and made him fall, not caring if his leg was going to be hurt again.

"Aaaagh" Sunghoon let an irritated scream
And sat on the ground tearing his head hair.

"Sunghoon please talk to me" Sunghoon looked hurt and angry more than ever.
"Tell me why you don't want me in your family"

"I do want you, I only wanted you in this life!" Jay was shoked by his words.

"Don't signe those papers, you don't need them, they are not your home I am your home
I am the one who always loved you and cared for you
So why do you have to chose them over me !?"

"What do you mean chosing them over you?? If I sign those papers it means I am staying and I will be always with you!" Jay raised his voice to make himself clear.

"I don't want you to stay as my f*cking adopted brother!!! you will only kill me you will kill the love I have for you inside of my heart!!" he was screaming his every word and his eyes were full of tears
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Now it all was clear for Jay, Sunghoon wasn't trying to hurt him he was protecting his love his feelings all this time.
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Sunghoon looked like he calmed down abit
They had staied silent for some minutes.
Jay moved himself and sat next to sunghoon still sitting on the ground
"Hoon don't cry" he pulled Sunghoon's hands from his face.

"I-I won't signe the papers if you don't want me to"
"Why ?" Sunghoon asked coldly with a depressed look on his face.
"Cause I don't want to lose you"

"Please can you look up at me ?"

"What about your dads company don't you need it ?"
"No! Screw the company screw everything
I've been suffering alone all this time I've missed you so much please don't do this don't deprive me from you again I really need you the most"
Sunghoon was looking at the ground with his dull eyes, it serms Jay's word had no effect on him
Jay didn't know how to confort him, sunghoon wasn't giving him any reaction,
He hesitated before his hand went up on Sunghoon's face carresing his cheek
Sunghoon didn't react on his touch either.

He leaned closer to his face, again nothing from sunghoon
That's it he kissed him on the lips, he closed his eyes trying to do his best.

Sunghoon eyes opened wide in surprise but he wilingly kissed back
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Then pulled away
Jay was a bit embarrassed this was the first time they kiss

"Is this what you meant.. when you said you wanted me ?" He looked away and asked him shyly

Sunghoon turned Jay's face by the chin looking deep into his eyes "Yes"

Jay smiled "Then.... I want you too, in the same way"

And finally the smile was back on Sunghoon's face.

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