(this is a chapter to explain about serene twin brother's passing)
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▶her brother was involved in an accident that involved a fire which had a major impact on serene
▶she developed pyrophobia
▶she witnessed the accident
▶she actually had to perform and attend an award right after his funeral
▶after a while, things got very bad so she went on a short hiatus for mental health reasons
▶she gets panic attacks
▶fire triggers her
▶her brother's favorite thing was astronomy (stars) and the moon.
▶she would look at the moon whenever she missed him
▶fans noticed when she would look to the night sky looking for the moon
▶if the panic attacks get really bad, she faints, it has happened
▶the staff and members are trained to deal with them
▶right after his death, she hated mirrors, she had a fear of looking in one or seeing pictures of herself
▶because when she saw her face, it looks like her brother which she didn't want to see because she’d start crying again
▶the first birthday after his death was the hardest for her.
▶first birthday alone.
▶she had guilt
▶that it was him, and not her
▶"I experienced everything with him, he was there for literally everything, but now I have to do it alone."
▶she tried not ever thinking of him, because every time she did, she breaks down
▶"I’m a twin… I had a brother"
▶she has PTSD
▶"being with my twin all the time was hard, but being without him is even harder..."
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𝙀𝙈𝙋𝙄𝙍𝙀 ━━№³ 𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭 𝘨𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘱
Fanfiction𝙀𝙈𝙋𝙄𝙍𝙀 №³ girl group "empresses of tomorrow" park sahee (박사희) ━ empress of fate serene / kotoko / suin (세린/코토코/수인) ━ empress of death choi youngmi / chomi (최영미/초미) ━ empress of life concept: moirai or known as the fates in greek mythology...
