chapter ten.

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ten;
i absolutely like—love it when he just comes up to me, hugs and kisses me and say i'm the prettiest.

i just love it when he compliments me for no reason. whether there's a camera or not, i love the way he gently pulls me onto his lap and tells me i'm pretty and that he loves me.

i might not show on camera that i like him too, but i truly do. it's just that, i'm really shy and i'm scared of the fans sometimes. i'm scared that the fans wouldn't like it, and would bash me or donghyuck. i don't want to be the cause of any problems.

despite that, i know that he knows i love him too—fuck, i'm so in love with him even before. why can't we just make everything official?

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donghyuck bites his lip, preventing himself from letting tears fall from his eyes. he can't cry, he doesn't want to cry.

he gently closes the journal and puts it back underneath his pillow. he sighs and lays on his bed.

"i love you so much, renjun." he whispers, closing his eyes.
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