It's been 1 year I thought now I was the only one in his life but no I don't know but he can never be mine! Just after a few days he started coming home late and started hooking up with random girls and he also always brings different girls everyday here at home, idk I guess he has also started drinking regularly, ik he can't love me, I am ms- boring, but I am Not that bad too, I love him, but he can never be mine, he even has a gf named aleya, she let's him hook up with random girls he doesn't understand that she is just another gold digger! And yes after making up with those girls he also hooks up with aleya! She stays in our house here, I still stay in guest room, I have never even saw his room, he never allowed me, yes I still didn't release my song and started my album but I am gonna do it today, but I have to shoot it's music video too, so I am gonna do that today!
Pov-
I did my morning routine and changed into this
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I rembered to keep my extra dress, incase I needed it after the shoot!
I also have to go to a party today I mean all kpop idols will attend except Taehyung coz he said he is busy with his sluts!
I also have to write my next song, it's been a year since I didn't upload anything on my YouTube so I am kinda gonna give them a surprise!
I reached to the shooting location
I started shooting there were different locations
Evening-
Finally we have completed shooting the music video!
I saw the edited video and I loved it!
Tomorrow I have to release it!
The next day!
The music video was released and it became the first mv to have 1 billion views in just 2 hours
Everyone was commenting why she didn't release her songs
But she posted an insta post and said everything
The post!
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Caption - hello peeps! So I wanted to apologize to y'all for not being active on any of my social media, I am really thank ful for your endless support, I love you guys, now there will be a music video for you guys every week, as a surprise gift for y'all, there were alot of things going on in my life that I am not comfortable sharing online, btw I am most thank ful to my friends and my Sooyaas for giving me endless love and support I love y'all so muchhaaa 💜
The post went viral as soon as it was posted, many people were happy that she had a comeback, many people were confused coz they saw a ray of upsetness , sadness and a broken heart!
At home- Taehyung saw the mv and the song and also knew it was about aleya but he didn't said anything as he knew he was wrong! He entered Jisoo's room ans saw her writing a song while watching all the videos of his and aleya
She was in such a deep thought that taehyung came and saw what she was writing
There wasn't a song
There were song quotes
They were like
"You still make me smile. Even if you're the reason why I'm sad"
"just because we can't be together doesn't mean I don't really love you"
"You broke my heart but I still love you with all the pieces"
He knew that she is a good writer so she can express her feelings by writting and he knew she was writing the truth!
He went back to his room
A tear fell from jisoo's eyes on the page, she somewhere felt she wasn't what she was, she felt that he also loved him somewhere with the same depth she did but she was not really sure!
She saw some more more videos of his and aleya, her hands started writing her heart started remembering how he used to treat her like an option
" Know that I loved you so bad I let you treat me like that I was your willing accomplice, honey "
And I watched as you fled the scene Doe-eyed as you buried me One heart broke, four hands bloody
Those things I did Just so I could call you mine The things you did Well, I hope I was your favorite crime
You used me as an alibi I crossed my heart as you crossed the line And I defended you to all my friends
And now, every time a siren sounds I wonder if you're around 'Cause you know that I'd do it all again
All the things I did Just so I could call you mine The things you did Well, I hope I was your favorite crime
Finally her favorite part the rap part
"It's bittersweet to think about the damage that we do 'Cause I was going down, but I was doing it with you Yeah, everything we broke, and all the trouble that we made But I say that I hate you with a smile on my face
Oh, look what we became"
All the things I did Just so I could call you mine All the things you did Well, I hope I was your favorite crime
Your favorite crime Your favorite crime 'Cause baby, you were mine
