Crazy Story

How Could You Leave Us

FLASHBACK
14 years ago

as we sit in this waiting area i start to get nervous and scared and sick i haven't been around in a long time and it's time i start being around i've fucked up in my life and i've hurt so many people in the process i just hope they will forgive me and take on this journey with me to reconnect.....

Lani POV

"come on y'all we gotta going or we will be late" i rolled my eyes i didn't wanna go i felt like i didn't need to go see her i didn't need to hear from
her she didn't want me or my sister she wanted the drugs and she picked them my mom is a addicted and has been since my sister was born my aunt took us in as her own and has been raising us since then my mom never writes or calls till one day she told my aunt that was trying to change for the better and be clean for me and my sister i wanna believe her i really do but she hasn't been the best at telling the truth my mother has said this before and has always lied about it

"lani let's go now!" i got up and walked to the car i didn't wanna go but my aunt said i needed to "y'all excited to see her" i laughed because excited isn't even the word more disappointed "yeah i miss mommy" i rolled my eyes she don't miss you "i know she miss you both very much and can't wait to see y'all" i just tuned them out and looked out the window this gonna be a long ride....

??POV

"now remember blue said you better get him those girls or else" i smacked my teeth "don't worry about it i'm gonna get it done" i walked away from the girl and back to the my girl "what was all that about" "nothing she had to tell me something about blue nothing serious" she rolled her eyes "thought you was done with him for good and getting cleaned" "i am I told her i didn't care and walked away" she looked like she didn't believe me but didn't say much....

lani POV

we finally arrived at the prison and had to go through a whole process just to get to the visiting room but we are finally here and so is she i just keep looking at her she like stranger to me it's like i have no connection to her but i should she my mom.

"so how is school lani" i just stared at her for a bit before responding "it's okay same old same" i didn't wanna tell her i was having some problems because didn't know if she gonna be around or not "lani listen i know you think i won't change or anything because of the promise i made before but i'm gonna try for you and your sister because i love y'all so much if you can open your heart up to me or at least try to that would mean so much to me" i just stared at her because i can't just open it up to her right away she a stranger to me even trying would make me too open to her only time can tell when i will "can we go please" i looked at my aunt "sure lani let's go" my sister started crying and begging to spend more time with her and of course my aunt let her 
Flashback Ended

"and while i waited for my sister and aunt to come out i just kept thinking how easy it was for my sister to up and forgive her like nothing happened like she didn't try to pimp us for drugs or steal from us or hurt us in anyway but jayda was always so trusting in people that have done her so wrong and it's scary because anything can happened when trusting a snake but i was different if you messed up with me once it's hard for me to trust you again i always have my guard up" "do you think that's why you and jayda fall apart for so long?" i thought back on it "honestly yes jayda never wanted to hear me tell her to watch out and be careful with so and so or don't do that or stop trusting her but i just didn't want her to make mistake but i think it did make her feel like i would of told her i told you so".......

TO BE CONTINUED.......

sorry for any mistake

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