Kehlani didn't have the best life her mother was a drug addicted who never raised her and give her up to her aunt who in the end kicked her out at a young age of 16 , lani then really had to grow up and try to beat the odds in order to live out her...
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Kehlani POV
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"You sure you gonna be okay?" He looked so worried about me shit I'm worried about myself "yeah don't worry about me go before your friend gets upset" he looked at me not believing i was okay but he knew he couldn't press the issue "alright call me if anything" i shook my head i got out the car and walked up to my place i turned to weave and open my door and Von drive off
Once i closed the door i broke down everything i was holding in just came out i felt like my whole world i just fell apart I've been feeling so bad for her my mom could be selfish bitch but this took the icing on the cake
how could she lie to me for 4 Fucking years ! She made me believe she was locked up but instead she in the streets i had so many questions in my head i wanted to know where my money went ? Who took the money when i sent to her books ? How did Von get the money ? When did she get out ? Why didn't she tell me ? Why did she continue to lie? How was she sending letters from jail still?
All these questions kept coming up in my head i just can't do this shit anymore she has taken everything from me my love , my heart , my soul , my innocence, away she made me who am i today I was getting so mad and sad i started punching holes in my walls
I looked and saw picture and her letter on this table i picked up her picture and threw it at the wall i started throwing a lot shit i started breaking thing i threw a chair at my tv i flipped the table i broke every glass i had i walked in my room and food all the letters she wrote to me trying to see if the signs was there
The letter didn't show me anything till i looked at the envelopes and they had different addresses on them and one of them stood out the most it was my aunts address I had tears coming down my faces i started screaming i punched my mirror in my room i was so mad i didn't give a fuck if my hand was bleeding i didn't care that there was glass every i was so mad i was so done i just couldn't believe it i was this dumb i didn't even notice the addresses they was all from a family members house i was dumb
I was in tears i was hurt i was broken i didn't wanna be here no more i picked up a piece of glass and started cutting myself i kept thinking how stupid i was for allowing myself to be so blind by her to not see this shit and with every cut i made i kept calling myse— "WHAT THE FUCK!!" I felt hands grab mine and the glass drop out of my hands "STOP LET ME GO JUST LET ME DIE!!!" I said while tears kept falling "girl NO tf" i knew it was a girl just her voice she helped me but i started feeling dizzy and all i heard before everything went black "SHIT TINK!!"
AnnMarie POV
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Von asked me and tink to go check on his shorty for him he didn't really tell us why but i wasn't gonna question him he give the address and we pulled up to her place "damn she got nice ass place shit need me something likes" tink ain't lying her place was nice as fuck it wasn't too big or too small "right might make booka get us something like this" we both started laughing and we walked out to her house tink knocked and waited for her to come to the door She didn't come so she knocked again and again
I turned the doorknob and it was unlocked we walked in and when i tell you it looked bad there was glass everywhere it looked like a hurricane came through this bitch and fucked shit up "yo call v—" we heard screaming i turned my head towards upstairs i turned to tink give her this weird look "call him" i went toward the stairs and walked upstairs as i got closer to the top i started hearing crying and someone "your so fucking stupid!" I got closer to the voice and that's when i saw lani with glass in her hand and her cutting herself "WHAT THE FUCK" i ran to hear and grabbed her hands and took the glass out her hand "STOP LET ME GO!! LET ME DIE!!" She looked so done i couldn't help but feel so bad for her "girl NO TF!" I got her up and before we could get the room she passes out in my arms "SHIT TINK!!" "TINK!!"
Tink runs I'm the room and noticed lani and helps me out we put her in the car and speed off i was driving her to the trap we had a doctor on call there so he would help her "did you tell von" looked back to make sure she was good and still breathing "yeah his pissed off" i figured he would be ive noticed how his been acting since he met her
We finally pulled up to the trap von and the whole crew was waiting for us von came to the car and took her out and ran her inside to the doctor "what happened" my man came up to me and hugged me "i don't know we showed up and her place looked a mess i heard screaming coming from her room and went up there and i found her cutting herself and calling herself stupid" i didn't know i was crying till booka started wiping tears away "babe don't worry she gonna be good she just going through something"
Von came to the living room area he looked upset and worried at the same time he looked at me and tink "office" was all he said we got walked to his office "what happened" i told von the same thing i told booka and he looked so worried "how she doing tho?" I asked him because i actually care that girl looked like she need a friend and i wanted to be that for her "she gonna be okay he just want someone to be around her for a while till she deem safe" i shook my head "could i-i-i i see her" he looked up confused "von she looks like she needs a friend she holding in so much and maybe she needs a friend to talk to" he just nodded his head "if you can get her to talk to you lani a closed book she got a lot going on she honestly might not even tell you anything personal"
I don't know what it is but seeing her like that broke my heart she looked so hurt and fed up i wanted to know what happened to her to get her to this point but i knew she wouldn't tell me off backs so i told myself i was gonna be there for her because she looked like she need a friend
