His

[7]

*Jisung pov*

By this point I was missing jeongin, like a lot. Even thought it had barley been an hour, it felt like he had been gone for months

I was pacing up and down the office to pass time when some file got sent to me that was labeled "jeongin"

"CHANGBIN, HYUNJIN COME LOOK"I shouted up the stairs in excitement but also in fear

"what is it"Changbin asked as he ran down the stairs

"It's jeongin, they sent a tape" I showed Changbin and hyunjin the computer

"Click it" Hyunjin said, noticing I was hesitating

"But what if it's bad, what if he gets hurt, I mean it's labeled, "jeongin" so it can't be good " I said

" even if it is bad, we have to know what's going on so we can get him back"Changbin clicked on the link for me

I was right, it wasn't good, it was literally a video of someone beating jeongin half to death and telling jeongin that he fucked up and that he made a mistake. I ended up pausing the tape I was scared for him, he just got beat to death and I just sat there and watched, I couldn't stand it, so I started crying

"Ji? It's okay, we all feel the same way, which is why we have to help him " Changbin said, making me frustrated

"NO, YOU DON'T GET IT, THATS LITTERALY MY BEST FRIEND GETING BEAT TO DEATH AND IM JUST SITTING HERE WATCHING IT HAPPEN, YOU WOULD KNOW HOW I FEEL IF YOU WERE BY HIS SIDE FOR HIS ENTIRE LIFE, YOU FUCKING PUSHED HIM AWAY, SO MANY TIMES, I BET YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT HIS BIGGEST FEAR IS" I yelled in frustration, it is true, I was the only one who stuck with jeongin, Changbin and hyunjin new nothing about him because of how much they pushed him away

"Please don't say that, we do" Hyunjin said as he patted my back

"If your so smart then what is his biggest fear"I asked

"Easy, the dark, we would always play hide and seek and he would always hide with you because he thought it was to dark and scary" Changbin said

"NO DUMBASS, ITS BEING ALONE, HE ALWAYS HID WITH ME BECAUSE HE THOUGHT THAT IF HE HID ALONE HE WOULD GET KIDNAPPED OR FUCKING KILLED, y-you know nothing"
I said, finally cooling off a bit

"Wow I-I'm sorry, I didn't realize that-"  I've had enough with there bullshit  so I decided to interrupt hyunjin

"You didn't realize what, you fucking sent him away and now he's getting fucking beaten and you now realize?" I asked while crying into my hands

"I-I realize how much I care about him and how much we all care about him, I thought Chan would be fine because we have all seen the way he looks at jeongin, but I guess not and now I realize how much stress and trauma I'm putting him through" Hyunjin said sincerely

"But do you really? If you really cared, he would be here with us right now. Does it look like he is here? No, meaning you don't care and probably never did" I said while storming off, leaving Changbin and hyunjin baffled and guilty

An

Short chapter asffff. The next one will be longer don't worry.

I have school tomorrow and ngl I'm kind excited(witch is a first)