You Are Mine,

the funeral

>>y/n's pov<<----
It has beed 3 days since tom's father killed himself and today is his funeral.. i Haven't seen harry or sam since that day ..
well harry was with loren ..
I knew because i talked to her ..
And sam ...he just disappeared ..
Tom was busy last days .. trying to cover on what happened and make everything seems as an accident ...
I haven't really spoken to him
He always come back late or maybe he doesn't at all
I don't know because i have been all the time with paddy .. he's still young to understand ...
Anyways. ..
Mr Gillies have been by tom's side since that day ...
...
I start opening my eyes soon as the sunlight hit me .. ughh too early ..
I turned to the side to sleeping paddy .. god he's cute ..
I looked behind him to see if tom came ..
Nope .. he didn't ..
..i sight
.. i got up and went to the bathroom ..
Washed my face and stuff ..
Then i stood in front of the bathroom mirror
I was wearing a large shirt .. Hold it on both sides And I tightened it around me .. to see my stomach .. damn i'm getting weight ...
I put my hand on my stomach and started caressing it ...
I already love this baby .. and i can't wait to hold it in my hands ... I smiled at myself in the mirror ..
The sound of my room's door opening got my attention ..
'' Y/n !!'' .. i heard my favorite voice ...
I slowly walked iut the bathroom ..
It tom ... He was a few steps away from me ..
I put my finger in front of my mouth.. and I pointed to paddy who was still asleep ..
Tom looked at him and nodded ...
Then he followed me to the bathroom ..
Once i closed the door...
He immediately grabbed me by my waist ..
Turned me around .. and pulled me into his chest ...
I was a little surprised by his action ..
I wrapped my arms around him and hugged him back
'' gosh. . i missed you so much '' 
He whispered on my neck and he took a deep breath .....
'' i Missed you too '' i whispered back ..
He left a soft kisses on my neck ...
The my jaws .. making his way to my lips ..
'' i missed this too '' he told me..
His voice low.. deep .. and full of hunger ...
And his heavy breath on my lips ..
Made a shiver run all over my body ..
His hands come down.. to my back ..
He left up the shirt a little
Then he grabbed my ass ...
I can feel my breath getting heavier and my heart beating faster ...
And in a second .. he left me up ... And pushed me again the wall ..
My legs around him ..And his hands keep me in place
He bit down on my neck .. definitely leaving a mark
Which made me moan ...
" Save this for later my love'' he wishpred to me before he stopped ..
And looked at me straight in the eyes with a smirk ..
then he putted me down ..
My feet touched the ground definitely refusing to move ... 
I was still trying to get myself together after what he has done to me right now ..
" What's wrong my love ?'' he asked pretending that nothing happened
Damn ... How does he do that .. i really can't keep my cool around him .. my body was already wanting more from him .. everything ..
i looked down trying to hide my red cheeks and avoiding his eye contact ..
'' nothing .. it's mhm .  Just .. '' i tried to think about something .. anything .. C'mon brain you have to save me
I looked up at him ..
He was already staring at me .. his eyebrows rised .. waiting for my answer ...
...
Suddenly a light knock on the door saved me from the embarrassment i was about to get myself into ..
'' y/n are you here ?'' i heard the smoll voice of paddy ..
I immediately pushed tom away ... And turned around to open the door ...
But a strong and stopped me ... tom!!!
In that moment .. he leaning against me from behind ... i could feel every inch of him on me ..
I wanted to scream in that moment ..
I could feel how hard he is ..
why is he doing this to meeeeeeeeeeee...
What's with the morning lovveeee?????
His face come closer and closer to the back of my neck 
'' we are not done yet angel '' he wishpred to me ...
And i closed my eyes trying my best to control myself right now ...
I felt his weight moving and getting away from me .. and he took his hand off ..
I took one last deep breath then i quickly opened the door ...
'' heyy Paddy '' i said And I got down on my knees to meet him ..
'' did you sleep well?'' .. i asked him ..
'' yess .. '' he said then his eyes falls on tom ... And he walked to him and hugged him ..
Tom immediately hugged him back and he carried him ..
'' how you doing paddy?'' tom asked him ..
'' i'm good.. ''
''  okay why don't you now go downstairs and have breakfast ... I heard that serin made us pancakes '' tom told him .. whispering the last sentence like it was a secret .
'' yesss pancakes '' harry said ..
And tom putted him down the he run downstairs ...
I small chuchle left me . When i saw how the young boy run downstairs when he heard pancakes ...
'' ughhh so !.. where were we ?'' tom said turning around to face me again ..
" Oh no absolutely not now '' i said trying to get away from him ... As he wrapped his arms around me ....
'' at least let me kiss you ''
I Shaked my head No ..
He made a sad puppy face..
Ughh he knows i can't resist it
'' okayy fine just one kiss ''
I said .. and with that he pulled me in ..
And i quickly turned my fave to the side ...
So his lips meet my cheek ..
'' not even on the lips '' he asked pretending to get hurt ...
" Nope '' I laughed out ..
He looked at me for few minutes
He have been working so hard trying to fix everything .. i can see in his eyes how much tired he is
'' Tom .. are you okay ?'' i asked him
'' yes .. why ?'' he gabe me a confused look
'' i don't know .. i mean after all the things that happened ..i'm just concerned about you ..'' i told him ..
'' no i'm fine it's just harry and .. and sam . I don't know if they will ever forgive me '' he said .. i heard a hint of sadness in his voice ...
'' believe me they will .. and i 've talked with loren .. she told me that harry will be here for the funeral you can talk to him ''' i told him ..
'' good.  Good .. maybe you can talk with sam and ..  '' he said
'' don't worry i will '' i told him and gave him a smal smile ...
A knook on the door catches our attention ..
It was selin
'' excuse me sir ..Mr Gillies is waiting for you '' She said
'' okay i'll be there in a few '' tom told her and she nodded and left .
Tom's attention comeback To me
'' i hate to say this but i have to go ''
Then he puts his hand on my belly and kneeled facing it ...
'' take care of you mother '' he said before he placed a kiss their ..
I smiled at his action ..
God he never fail at making me smile
He get up ..
'' Get dressed, I'll be waiting for you downstairs '' he said
'' okayy ''
and he start walking backwards .. not breaking that eyes contact ..
Unti He reached the door ...
And he left ..
I looked in the dressing for a black dress