"Dawn..you're joking right? I guess I've changed a lot but even Jacobe tells me I look the same..how can you not recognize me right away?" The blonde girl was stunning, like she'd jumped right out of a painting..and she spoke like we'd known each ot...
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I tried I really did.
Phoebe would say I did a shit job of trying, but the internal struggle was there.
But how could I ignore her? When I had spent years only observing her through pictures and distant videos.
When I finally saw her before me at Ekaterina's room, I snapped. The last grain of self control I possessed left my body in that very moment and I couldn't care less.
Her sopping wet face and fevered lips appealed to me in the most devilish ways. She had always been petite but it seemed as though stress had dropped more pounds off of her..I would need to fix that
My baby needed to be healthy, I wanted her to be okay..that's all I want.
For us to be the way we used to
I would have Dawn back
Hog tied and bound if I had to. Which she partially was, but safely being transported to me at an isolation home I built a two years back
I wouldn't steal her out right
That wouldn't be fair to her
So instead, I decided to speed up our time of meeting. I've missed her so much she couldn't even imagine. The nights I've spent with other women having to imagine in was her in their place..
"It makes me sick to my stomach.." I unsteadily tap the end of my cigarette to brush of the burnt bud. No brothel whore or coffee shop princess ever measured up to Dawn. No one ever made me feel like I was a whole person the way she did.
Maybe it was because we were so young
Or maybe it was even because we barely even began
It truly does haunt me that everything we could have been was erased by me. That is why I set out to get it back.
"Whewww, they sure did it up with this place" Ivan shuffles out of the glass sliding door with his winter coat on. The snow poured down, coating the mountainscape delicately in a white blanket.
I placed the property next to a small waterfall that gave some hope to any on looker
Dawn would love some scenic bullshit like this
"It's cold as fuck..gimmie that" he rips the cigarette from my hands, I only take out another
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