Love me

3 Studio

i woke up to someone shaking me as i rubbed my eyes and saw my Manager Bree waking me up. i sighed as i sat up straight on my big ass bed.

Bree: you need to get ready for the studio

Nessa: yea sorry 

i got out of bed grabbing my phone as i walked into my bathroom fixing up my hair and washing my face as i got ready.i changed into my outfit witch was just an Astro world hoodie with matching shorts. (yes we love Travis). i did some light makeup as me and Bree chit chatted about some stupid shit. i finished getting ready as me and Bree got into my Tesla and drove to the studio.

its been 3 hours and i've been just writing some song lyrics and i really like them

Bree: ok ready to record?

Nessa: yep i have the lyrics ready 

i went into the booth as the producer Dave gave me a seat because i'm short af. i looked our the mirror as he started to count down with his fingers. 

3

2

1

then i started singing as i put all my emotions out there 

lyrics

Happier than ever 

When I'm away from you
I'm happier than ever
Wish I could explain it better
I wish it wasn't true, mm-hmm
Give me a day or two
To think of something clever
To write myself a letter
To tell me what to do, mm-hmmDo you read my interviews? Or do you skip my avenue?When you said you were passing through, was I even on your way?
I knew when I asked you to be cool about what I was telling you
You'd do the opposite of what you said you'd do
And I'd end up more afraid
Don't say it isn't fair
You clearly weren't aware that you made me miserable, ooh
So if you really wanna knowWhen I'm away from you (when I'm away from you)
I'm happier than ever (I'm happier than ever)
Wish I could explain it better (wish I could explain it better)
I wish it wasn't true, mm-hmmYou called me again, drunk in your Benz
Driving home under the influence
You scared me to death, but I'm wasting my breath
'Cause you only listen to your fucking friends
I don't relate to you
I don't relate to you, no
'Cause I'd never treat me this shitty
You make me hate this cityAnd I don't talk shit about you on the internet
Never told anyone anything bad
'Cause that shit's embarrassing, you were my everything
And all that you did was make me fucking sad
So don't waste the time I don't have
Don't try to make me feel bad
I could talk about every time that you showed up on time
But I'd have an empty line, 'cause you never did
Never paid any mind to my mother or friends, so I
Shut 'em all out for you 'cause I was a kidYou ruined everything good
Always said you were misunderstood
Made all my moments your own
Just fucking leave me alone

i stopped singing as i looked out the window and see Bree and Dave clapping. i slowly get off the chair as i walk outside the booth as i look closely i see Bree is in tears as i hug her. 

Bree: so good Ness i am so proud

Nessa: i owe it all to you Bree i love you so much

Bree: ness your gonna make me fucking cry more and you know how much i hate crying 

everyone laughs 

Dave: that was really good ness but i think we could add some effects and stuff so if we come to the computer we can like try and edit it.

Nessa: ok lets do this shit bitches!

Bree laughs as we go to the computer where everything is set up. 

Davis: we can listen to it and if you have some ideas we can add them and see how it goes

we nod as he starts play.i hear me singing as i think deeply about how the lyrics effect me and what i've been through as a human being and how people treat me. i didn't realise i was crying until Bree hugged me and wiped the tear that was rolling down my cheek. as the last line came 

just fucking leave me alone